Rotten Love | Dottore x Reader

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it was cold outside and you were already starting to shiver from this uncontrollable snow, you didn't know what to do, you were angry, why, why you? You started hitting yourself in the head with your fists, anything to forget that moment. The moment you found out you were just a mascot that could be replaced anytime by Sucrose...
you really believed Albedo, you believed him in the most terrible moments. and for what? For him to replace you with Sucrose ? blood began to fall from your hands, your wrists were full of blood and all because of Albedo.
if he didn't leave you this wouldn't happen...
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some footsteps can be heard approaching you, crying and destroying some important sheets Albedo had at that time because of anger was the most inappropriate time for someone to come here, and after all what fool would come all the way to Dragonspine if they are not from here, and for what?? the Laboratory closed days ago.

"what do we have here" a deep voice said
you looked up just to see who it was, fear took you the moment you saw the second Harbinger standing behind you.
"looks like the cat who kept playing with my Ruin Guards was left defenseless!
Dottore got down to your level and grabbed you by the hair, a smile came over his face at that moment.

"now what are you going to do, hm? so vulnerable in my hands I could do anything with you now, maybe even punish you for destroying my creations."
you lower your voice and apologise to him but then he started laughing , like the maniac he is. then, your vision went black, some fatui soldiers put you in a faint state. you feel like the cold is trying to kill you, you open your eyes and process that you are tied to a chair in an unknown Laboratory,the large metal doors open and Dottore steps inside.

he sits on the chair in front of you and takes a syringe with a green liquid in his hand, "you have two choices. either join me or become my new exeperiment."
"I'll join you.." you said
"No hesitation? hah" the Doctor stared at you, "its not like i even have a choice in this"
well at least you are right , Dottore is not the kind of men to mess around with  unless you wanna become his lab rat
"Seems like you know your place dog"
after this Dottore let you free off that horrible chair , "Well, Since i dont have an assistant anymore , you're gonna help me even if you dont want to." he said in a threating tone looking at you , "Yes , Sir" you replied back in a more appropiate tone for his position as a Harbinger.
in a few days you'll get used to the fact that you help the Doctor, you bring him tools sometimes victims etc. but he was totally insane, a madman and you feared him , he would shout at you for even the smallest mistake you have made.
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*knock knock*
You go check who is it and see that Scaramouche is there , kinda suspicious since Dottore does not talk to him at all
"Where is Dottore" he crossed his hands as if he is gonna wait forever
"He is in the middle of an experiment im sorry i cant let you in"
"I dont care, get out of my way"
Scaramouche entered the cold place and slamed the poor door
"Did i gave you any right to be in here you shit" Dottore says with an obvious grin on his face
"Why didnt you told us that Signora is dead, i am serious you fucking idiot!"
" only you didnt knew about this, Tartaglia did , so what if you just have find out? what are you gonna do huh? provoke me or what, get out before i put my hands on you, fucking cunt"
"You dare to talk to me like that" Scaramouche jumps to give Dottore a fist in the jaw but Dottore took him down by his legs and got on top of him "Say that again." Dottore's tone was threating..
"Get off me right now." in that moment he got a slap from the Doctor "thats not what i asked you to say you uncontrollable bitch"
then the fight has begun , Dottore literally tortured Scaramouche to the point where Scara was fainting.
"What are you standing there for, move and get him out right now before i get to put my hands on you too" you took Scara out , you just hoped that Dottore will give you anesthesia for whatever he is gonna do next.

"Come here." he gestured to you to come closer to him , well disobeying a Harbinger is worse than being on a metal table , the moment you approached Dottore he slapped you, took you by your neck pushing you into the wall , you were gasping for air at this point "You are so pathetic. I have told you a hundred of times do not open the door when im doing an experiment, now. whos fault is that i failed it?" you looked at him not daring to say anything. "i am not gonna repeat myself!' he shouted
"I, Its my fault i am very sorry" you didnt knew if he understood what you said because of your tears. but Dottore wasnt done with you yet.

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(After)

After a long day you got up from the corner and leaved that musty Laboratory , you finally made it to your room , the only thing you didnt liked about it was that Dottore's room was next to you but you didnt mind it very much since he was 24/24 in his Laboratory , he even sleeps there than in his own room sometimes. after this long and exhausting day you cover in your fluffy blanket and feel immediately asleep.

But
Dottore wasnt.