I'm as fragile a they can be. If you drop me once...,I shatter everywhere to the point where it takes years to find all the missing pieces that are hidden in dark places.
When I make a promise that I am to never leave you damn right better believe me. I'm not the one who wants to cause others the feeling of emptiness, pain, numbness, and to feel abandoned. I want to be the one to encourage you to live life, be strong, and now you're really not alone.
Lately, I've been having a lot of people leave my life and that's okay...,I'm adapted to it by now but even when they leave I hope they know if they come back my heart is wide open for them. Although that sets me up for some pain but with no pain you earn no gain.
Anyways, I'm trying o hard to keep everything in. I'm trying to stay strong for those who count on me everyday. I have around 5 people that talk bout suicide, popping pills, smoking weed, cutting, burning, etc. Do you know how hard it is not to break down and cry trying to find ways to make them stay. i feel like if they take there own life it's gonna be me to blame because who wouldn't? I just want you to know..., no matter how small or how big the problem is I'm here. Even when I have my problems, I throw them aside to help. I will try my hardest.
Lastly, Sorry just had to get this off my chest
~BvbArmyGirl22
