No Language Barrier [Izana Kurokawa]

Shocking event

You tried to commit suicide but failed, your parents are worried sick since you've been acting weird lately so they decided to take you to an psychiatrist

And the results shocked your parents you got "Aphasia" and you became "depressed" and you became disable, you couldn't talk property cause you have Aphasia

It's been 3 months that you didn't go to school and all you do is stay at your house all the time but the Kawata brothers visits you every weekdays
Izana tried to visit you but your father decided to ban Izana to your house since his daughter used to be happy and joyful but look at you now. You barely smiled, he is disgusted by Izana even looking at him he feels like his eyes are burning in hell.

Everyday your condition is getting worst you started to have seizures your depression is getting worst that you wanted to end your life since you think you're a burden to your family

And that's what you did.

First you made a suicide note and
When your parents we're sleeping at the middle of the night you went downstairs and get a rope and went back to your room

You tied the rope and hang it in the ceiling, you put your head on the rope and smiled for the one last time and say your last words

•|MORNING|•

"Y/N GISING NA! KAKAIN NA TAYO"
(Y/N WAKE UP! WE'LL EAT) your mom shouted from downstairs

"Y/N KAIN NA"
(Y/N IT'S TIME TO EAT) your mom shouted again

"Tulog payan, ako na bahala pupunta ako sa kwarta Niya"
(she's a sleep, I'll handle it I'll go to her room) your father said to your mom

Before your dad entered your room he knocked Three times but there's no response so he opened the doorknob

"Gissin-"
(Wak-) your dad didn't Finished his words since he saw you hanging on a rope and you we're pale and there's bruises all over your neck

"Y/N!!" your father shouted and he started to cry while hugging your dead lifeless body

The scream of your father made your mom worried so she went there and saw you and your father

She was so shocked that she passed out.

Your parents told the news to your relatives in the Philippines and the Kawata brothers, angry was devastated he blamed himself for being not there with you he blamed himself that he didn't confessed to you From the start since he know if he did confessed this won't happen, you'll not commit suicide and you'll be happy and so does your parents

And now it's now your funeral, some of your relatives in the Philippines went to Japan to mourn your death but something happened that made your relatives boiled in anger

Izana went there to apologize and pay respect to you and your parents

(a/n: pay respect? pay respect by killing yo self btw this from the future author, currently editing the last chapter)

"Mr L/n I'm sorry for what had happened to your daughter and sor-" Izana was cut off by your father's fist punching him

"THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT! I HOPE YOU'LL ROT IN HELL!" your father shouted while still throwing punches on Izana while your mother was restraining him

"Tama nayan mahal mag respeto ka naman sa burol ng anak mo.."
(Stop it love give some respect on your daughter's funeral..) your mom calmed your dad

After what your mother said those words your father stopped and started to cry

"Kasalanan mo to!
(This is your fault!)
Our daughter killed herself because of what you did. She got raped and you dumped her? What kind of mindset do you have and you even have the guts to come at her funeral"

Your father said those words while breaking down and your mom is comforting him

"I'm sorry Mr L/n I'll go now" Izana apologize and bowed at him while walking away, he received some glares at your relatives

He decided to go an hotel and went to the rooftop to get some fresh air or is he?

He sat on a corner and cried

"I'm sorry Y/n I shouldn't have blamed you that Kakucho died. It was my fault!"

"It was my fault that Kakucho died and my fault that you killed your self"

"This guilt is killing me! I wanna kill my self!"

"But killing myself won't do anything to get you back.... But it will stop the guilt that is killing inside of me"

He said those words while standing up and went to the edge of the building

"It's all my fault, I'm sorry" he said his last words and jumped to his death

(future a/n: dsurb bobo mo tngina)

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Y/n and Izana couldn't have their happily ever after cause not every story is an happy ending

The things you hide in your heart.....
eats you alive...

FUTURE AUTHOR: AFTER READING THIS AND EDITING I THINK THE ENDING THAT I MADE A YEAR AGO SUCK CAUSE ITS VERY RUSHED IF ONLY I GO BACK IN TIME I CAN MAKE THIS FIC A GOOD ENDING BUT IF I CHANGE MY MIND I CAN MAKE A GOOD ANGST ENDING RATHER THAN THIS BULLSHIT. MY SUFFERING OF EDITING THIS HAS NOW ENDED AND SO DOES YOUR READING EXPERIENCE.

The end.