The Poet's Dreams

THE POET'S DREAMS #3

"Longing"

"How are you?"
"Have you been doing well?"
"Are you still into me? Cause I'm very much into you still."
These questions, I want to ask you.
Words, I want to get through to you.
But alas, I haven't gotten the courage to do so.
I wanted to, but I don't know if you would ask me too.
I need to, but my lack of strength to ask you has scared me from doing so.
The words I keep here in my heart that I would like you to hear
Has become the very thing that's disabled me from confronting our own love's sphere.
Afraid to ask.
Afraid to express.
However with each passing minute, everything I hold dear regarding you and I has made me realize
That I need to be stronger, that shouldn't be a surprise.
And with every passing day that I long for what has been ruined to be restored, I ask destiny and fate to bestow me a prize.
That when the time comes, I will be able to fix what was broken.
That I will be able to say the words left unspoken.
This has become my ultimate resolve within my longing.
So that I will be able to make myself better to deserve you, let my love awoken.