Feelings.
Feels like I've been trapped in a body with a happy face but a sad soul.
I've never fully given up before but i feel so vulnerable
I feel lost
I feel sad
I feel like giving up
I feel like no one understands
They make fun of me and i know it
I've let out more tears than laughs is this life because I don't want it. Who wants to trade?
No one
Even I wouldn't trade a perfect life for my trashy one to
But there somethings that keep me here from falling over the edge
My friends
That perfect pinterest life i want
My comfort person
My parents even though my problems our from them but i love them like im blind
I know i'm not perfect but don't give up on me yet
I love the love i get but sometimes i need space
Little things trigger me and i just let out
Sorry
Im working on it and me
And on my
FEELINGS.
-Racheal and her feeling
written 5July 2021
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unattached world
Poetrypoems for when we feel like we don't actually exist ans someone is controlling us