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This is season 1 Ash btw ( ˘ ³˘)♥︎

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𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑤𝑎𝑡𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑇𝑣 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝐹𝑎𝑦𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝐴𝑠ℎ𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑦，𝐹𝑒𝑧，𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑅𝑢𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐴𝑠ℎ𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑦 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑎𝑑 𝑎𝑠 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘．

𝐻𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑚𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑚 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑚𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑜𝑟 𝑏𝑒ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑖𝑚．

"Damn, I was just singing." said Rue quietly while eating a bag of chips on the couch.

"He gets mad at me to when I'm just sitting here" Faye slurred next to me. Fez just continued to smoke his blunt next to Rue.

𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑎 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝐴𝑠ℎ𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑚 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑖𝑓 ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑜𝑘𝑎𝑦 𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝐼 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡．

𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑢𝑝 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑝𝑜𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑠 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑑𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑚 𝑑𝑜𝑜𝑟．𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑐𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑙𝑜𝑢𝑑 𝑒𝑛𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑓𝑜𝑟 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑟𝑎𝑝 𝑚𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑐 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑏𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑑．

𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑐𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒．𝑁𝑜 𝑎𝑛𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛．

𝐼 𝑑𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑜𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘 𝑖𝑛，𝑠𝑜 𝐼 𝑑𝑖𝑑．𝐻𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑠𝑜 𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑖𝑓 ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑜𝑟 𝑛𝑜𝑡．𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑚𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑐．

"Ashtray?" I said just above a whisper.

𝑁𝑜𝑤 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝐴𝑠ℎ𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑡𝑜𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑖𝑔 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑏𝑜𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑢𝑝 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑖𝑚 ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝑚𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑐 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑐𝑟𝑦 𝑠𝑜 𝑛𝑜 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟 ℎ𝑖𝑚．

𝐼 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑑 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑠𝑛𝑖𝑓𝑓𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑐𝑘𝑙𝑦．𝐼 𝑡𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑑 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑢𝑡 ℎ𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑜𝑓𝑓 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑡 𝑚𝑒．

"Can you get the fuck out!?" He turned around his face was tear-stained and tears were still falling.

"I'm sorry.." He apologized quickly. "I didn't mean to yell at you like that.." He wiped a tear that was about to fall.

"It's okay Ashtray, what happened?" I sat down beside him and wiped his tears with my thumbs.

"I don't know, I just started crying and couldn't stop." My heart shattered when I heard him say that.

"It's gonna be okay Ashtray, I promise. Everything will be okay.." I layed down and pulled Ash ontop of me to lay on my stomach.

𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑎 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝐼 𝑠𝑜𝑓𝑡 𝑠𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝐴𝑠ℎ𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑦．𝐼 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝑡 ℎ𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑦 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑘𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑒．

"Ashtray..?" I shook him a little so he would wake up. "Just 5 more minutes please.." He whispered close to my chest.

"Okay but I have to get home soon. Like soon" I told Ash while he drew circles on my shoulder.

"Y/n, I think I have a crush on you." I heard Ashtray mutter under his breath.

𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔．𝑚𝑦 𝑐𝑟𝑢𝑠ℎ 𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘．𝐼 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔．

"You do?" My heart wouldn't stop jumping.

"Yeah, I do. Whenever anything gets me mad, your the one to calm me down and whenever I need help, your the one to call. Your the one." I heard him say into my chest.

"I have known you for 5 years Y/n. I think I love you."

𝐼 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑦𝑒𝑑 𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑒𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎 𝑓𝑒𝑤 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑢𝑡𝑒𝑠 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑐𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐼 𝑓𝑖𝑔𝑢𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑎𝑦．

"I think I love you too, Ashtray" I said while rubbing his head with my thumb.

"I got mad because Rue was singing right in my ear and it just annoyed the fuck outta me. I get mad really easily and fast."

"Oh, yeah Rue was saying something about her singing while we were all in the living room."

"I just want everything and everyone to go away, except you.."

This is my first real chapter and if you guys want me to change a few things, I will. Also do you guys think I should do they/them instead of she/her bc I'm non-binary and all the fanfics I read have she/her pronouns. Anyways don't be a silent reader pls comment if u liked it and eat healthy food and drink water, I love you so much, know your worth and have a good day/night<3