My Bully [YoonminFF]

ep.24 (blood and pain)

...jimin pov...

We came to our new home. It was huge house. Yoongi called me as I was looking around the house and trying to go upstairs. I Stopped and looked at him in my cold face. 'I know I want to be cold in front of him and he's going to divorce me soon. That's why I acted like that'

"What?" I asked coldly. He nervously rubbed his neck and said. "Mmm..I..w-" I cut his word. "I'm going to sleep, don't come to my room" I said coldly and went to my room. (A.n: This house has separated rooms)

...yoongi pov...

'What happened to him? He was not like this before!' I thought and went to another room. I felt sad when he spoke to me like that. I thought he would talk to me nicely and smile with me. But he suddenly said something that broke my heart. I miss his eye smile, his giggle, warm hugs so much.

~Time skip: next day evening~

...jimin pov...

I'm in the living room reading a book. Yoongi left early in the morning, I guess he went to his office. I love reading novels. I have nothing to do here so I either, I was sometimes cooking, sleeping, read books or grow flowers in the garden. As I was reading the book, I heard yoongi's car sounds. He came home when I was about to leave. "Jimin!" He said and I stopped my way and looked back. "I want to talk to you" yoongi said and sat down the couch. "I can't. I'm leaving" I said and went to the upstairs but yoongi grabbed my wrist. I looked at him with cold glear.

Yoongi removed his hand and said "s-sorry" he said, I sighs. "Why aren't you talking to me?" Yoongi asked. I looked at floor because I don't want to explain it. *Silence* yoongi spoke again. "Why can't we stay in the same room? Is I was uncomfortable to you?" He asked broken voice. "Because this is a forced marriage. I don't want to marry liar like you" I said angrily. He shocked my sudden action. I saw tears welling up in his eyes. I ignored it.

"Th-that means you are n-not happy about this ma-marriage" he asked, tears running down his face. "No, I don't like you and this marriage at all. I married you because Ms. Kim forced me to do this damn marriage" I said and tears welled up in my eyes too. I remember how yoongi cheated on me. That's why I blame him now. My heart broke to pieces as I scolded him. Because I still love him.

I cried and ran to my room and I locked the door. I ran to the bathroom and I went in front of the mirror and started crying loudly. I picked up the blade that hung over the mirror. This is what I do when I've sad or angry. I took the blade and sat on the floor and began to cut my stomach with that blade. I know I'm doing this, it's wrong, but it's a mental illness I have. I'm been doing this since the time my stepfather tortured me. I don’t like pain in my heart but I like this to saw red blood running down from my pale skin. I cut more and more. Then I unconscious on the floor.

...yoongi pov...

I'm still sitting on the floor after Jimin yelled at me. 'Why is he like this?' I thought and cried silencely.

~To be continued~