*ignored the mistakes and wrong grammar. English isn't my first language*
...jimin pov...
Yoongi and I are quiet until we go to the party. I stared the car window at the outside of the street.
After a while the driver stopped the car. We reached at the party. I saw a lot of couples and talking to each other. Some people drink at the bar. Yoongi stretched out his hand at once. I looked at him blankly.
"Put your arm around my arm" yoongi said. I ignored it and looked away. He immediately pulled my hand and wrapped it around his arm. I tried to take it back, but he whisper my ear "Don't get ready to pulled it away. If we are like this, (arm wrapped to each other) other people will think that we are a wedded couple" I rolled my eyes.
We greet everyone as a couple. Yoongi headed to his friends and I followed him. "How are you guys?" Yoongi asked his friends. "We are fine buddy! And how are you love birds?" Hoseok asked teasingly. "Aish.. We are fine horse" Yoongi said laughing his friends. "Eyi! Don't talk me like this again or I will chop your ass" Hoseok said angrily, pointed his finger in yoongi's face.
"Okay. Okay" Yoongi said slightly smiled. "Jiminie I'm lazy. Come with me please" Taehyung whines. I looked at yoongi and he nodded. "Thank you yoongiii" Tae says and dragged me to his side. "Kookie. I'll go with Jimin, talk a little. I miss him so much. That's why we need to talk now. Bye bye everyone" Tae said and grabbed my wrist gently and dragged me to the corner of the party. There we were chatting about random things.
We've been here talking for 20 minutes. I do not even understand the passage of time when there is a taehyung. We both laugh out loud when he talks his jokes to me. I miss him so much.
"Tae! let's go out for a bit. I need fresh air" I said to him and he nodded. We both walked out. I looked around to see if yoongi was there but he's not outside of the party. "Kookie is nowhere to be seen" Tae said looking around and I hummed. "Okay. Now where we going?" Tae asked me. "I don't know where to go" I says. "Umm..So are we going, garden or to the pool?" Tae aasked. "Then.. pool area sounds good" I said softly. Tae show his boxy smile and we went to the pool area.
No one near the pool. But the couple is kissing behind the pool. I felt uncomfortable. I saw the face of the girl kissing there. I remembered someone when I saw her. I really did not see the face of the boy kissing there, because it looks like the girl and the boy are eating each other's faces. Oops, I felt disgusted and I think who the girl is in there.
"Who is she? I've seen him somewhere" I says and tae look at me blankly. "Shall we go Chim. I can't look at this because this couple kissing like they have no tomorrow. Oops" tae says disgusting face. I nodded and I remembered who the girl is this. "I-is th-this that g-girl?" I said stuttering. Tae look at me confusedly and he shocked because I stutter. "Chim a-are you okay?" Tae asked shockedly. Remembering that I was that girl now, I could feel tears running down my cheeks.
"Ch-chim a-" Before saying Taehyung, he looked at the couple again and tae was shocked by what he saw now. "Y-yo-yoongi!?" Tae says, he still can't believe what he seems now. Tae now look at me confusedly and shockedly. I nodded slowly and i felt hot tears running down my face. I know I still weak. I don't want to see taehyung's face again so I run away from their. I don't know where I going. I still crying and running.
I heard taehyung shout my name. I ignored him and run. Finally I came the garden of the party. I saw a few tables and chairs, so I sit there. I can't hold it anymore and I cry hard. (No one there) I heard someone sobbing. I looked up and I saw it was taehyung. I get up and go but taehyung running to me and hug me. I want pushed him but I can't because I'm weak now.
He cries over my shoulder too. Taehyung tight the hug. We're been apart for a while now. "W-why is Yoongi with another girl? Who is that gi-girl?" Taehyung asked hiccuping. Taehyung and I sit down the chairs. "What are you h-hiding from me chim?" Taehyung asked again. I don't know what to do now. "I-i-" crying again. Taehyung hug me and whipped my tears. "Now tell me what happens between the two of you" taehyung says angrily.
I told Tahyun everything that happened to me. What my father did to me, yoongi and his family take care of me, The way Yoongi confessed to me his love, The way Yoongi cheated on me, The way I met Mrs. Kim and how she forced me into this marriage and I told everything to taehyung.
"That means now Yoongi is kissing the girl he fucked up with back then?" Taehyung asked and I nodded still sobbing. "Don't worry Jimin. I will protect you. You still don't stay at that shit man's house, you come to my house. Kookie and I can take care of you" Taehyung said. "No tae, I have to fi-finish this m-marriage life" I said tightened the hold. "You divorce him first. Then live with us, please" Taehyung begged me.
"I was the one who first fell in love with him and ruined my life. I need to get him out of my life first.*deep sighs* No tae, I can't live with you" I said looking down. "Why? You can be happy with us. Don't you trust us? You've been with me since I was a kid. Why can't you be-" I put my finger in his mouth and stopped before he could finish speaking. I looked at taehyung eyes, his eyes tell me how much he caring for me.
"I c-can't tae" I said looking straight into his eyes. I saw tears well up in Taehyung's eyes. "W-why y-yo-you can't ji-jimin" I never seen him stuttering before. I wiped his tears away and took a deep breath and exhale.
"I can't stand this anymore taehyung. I divorce Yoongi and say go-goodbye to my life after that. I know this is something I have tried to do several times. But I do it this ti-time. My life is dark everywhere. No one can light it. The only thing that can be done is to die. Don't cry, Taehyung. If you cry, cry only for yourself. do not cry for others. Do not trust anyone in this world. I say this because you are the only one I can talk to.-" I cut by taehyung.
"J-jimin don't say li-" taehyung could speak, I interrupted him.
"Don't interrupted tae. Because this may be the last time I talk to you. Maybe I do not know tomorrow, the day after tomorrow or today. I do not know when I will die.Because I'm already using pills and blades." I said holding my tears in my eyes and I now regret what I said before.
"W-what? A-are you use peels a-and b-blades?" Tae asked shockedly. I nodded slowly. "No, Chim. Do-don't do t-that again. P-please." Taehyung begged me. "I-i will try" I said slowly looking down.
"I'll g-go Tae. I'm tired" I says, because I know if I've been with Taehyung for a while I'll be crying out loud so i decided to left. "Don't tell a-anyone what I said, Taehyung" i said and he nodded. I sighs. "Bye tae. Tell your kookie I went" I said smiling. Tae smile me too and wave his hand to me. "Okay. Bye soulmate" tae said. I smiled and wave my hand to him.
~To be continued ~
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