More Secrets

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* Will's POV*

"That I loved you" he yelled and forced a kiss onto my lips.

My body went into over drive at that point and freaked out. It didn't want this, it didn't want him to kiss me.

I tried to pull away but he slapped my face really hard, I bit down on my tongue, this was going to be a long time.

His lips seemed to foreign and gross. Jordan's were soft and safe, I closed my eyes and just thought of my Jordan.

Jordan I hoped would find me, but at the same time I didn't want Jordan hurt in all of this. This was my past, I had to deal with it on my own.

"Why, why did you kill Eden that night?" I asked him

"I got the job from my boss, we were only supposed to hurt him. Then when I saw it was you, I thought of everything in the past with us and knew I had to take him out." He smirked and placed a few cold kisses on my neck.

What did he mean, past. I started trying to think of what could have happened and nothing came up. I was so confused, but I now knew Eden died for nothing.

"What do you mean past?" I asked him

"You don't remember do you William?" He laughed.

I shook my head no, I didn't know if I wanted to know. I had to though. He softly placed his hand on my hair and petted my hair.

"Then maybe you need a reminder" he added and kissed me again.

Him petting my head threw me into a flashback,

"Will, come here" I heard the big man say.

He was an older man, about 19 I would say at the time. I was a young child, only about four or five. The man placed his hand on my head and then took my hand. He led me down a hallway and pulled me into a bathroom.

"You a good boy William, you deserve an award. Close your eyes and enjoy" he told me.

The man touched me and I started to try and get away.

"Stop it, it feels weird!" My little self cried out.

I was pulled from the flashback by him, he had yanked me into another room. He smirked at me and picked up a pair of handcuffs.

"Please, stop." I yelled as loud as I could.

I felt tears falling from my eyes, I remembered everything from my past and this past week has just messed me up. I had blocked this all out for a damn reason.

He took my hand and hooked the handcuffs to a dresser, I knew I couldn't stop him. He would get his way again. I felt sick, I knew I was going to throw up. I closed my eyes and hoped this would be over soon.

"Fuck the cops are here" he muttered

I opened my eyes and smiled, Jordan had found me. I was safe. He had already taken off his jeans and his top shirt, he had a dirty white tank top and boxers.

Then everything happened so quickly, the cops barged in and killed him. Jordan ran to my side and the police broke the handcuffs.

"Will!" He yelled out.

"J-Jordan" I stuttered

I was still sobbing, this wasn't something I wanted to remember. We sat there for probably fifteen minutes just hugging and sobbing.

"Are you okay? Are you hurt?" He asked

"N-no" I whispered

I wanted to tell him everything, he would keep me safe. I knew he would. The only thing is I can't trust anyone except my friends anymore. I didn't trust these cops.

"Let's go home baby" He told him

I nodded my head and he helped me up and out to the car. I was immediately greeted by everyone else. I told them we would talk about everything soon.

We spent the cop car ride being yelled at and told we were stupid for doing this, and we could have all died.

That night we all sat in one hotel room and talked about everything, it was one of the most heartfelt and deep conversations that I've ever had. We all swore that none would say anything about London and this would just be a memory.

This trip never happened after this night.

What I can tell you about that night is everyone was honest about who they were and their sexuality.

We all love who we do and that is final. None is different or not normal for who they love.

The next morning I got notice that my parents were arrested and jailed for planning of murder.

We all went to the airport together and said our see you soon. The truth is you never really say goodbye to anyone. Life is just a series of see you soon's. We would all have minecon and vidcon, but this trip changed so much. It would forever be remembered.

Me and Jordan boarded around 11 am and flew back to Seattle. This was about to start something new. The new beginning for me that I needed. I was so glad it's with the guy I love more than the world.

"I love you Jordan" I smiled and leaned against his shoulder

"I love you so much baby." He replied and grabbed my hand.

This was going to be the best part of my life. I knew it was, life was about to change for the better.

AN

Finally!
I'm seriously sorry for not updating lately. School is stressful af and I can't >_< I'm barely passing math with a D and I a C in choir....
OPPS
Okay I should sleep.
Nighttttttt

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