Painful Pleasure

Atsumu x F! reader

⚓Details: being atsumu's f*ck buddy, you fell in love with him that leads to you, avoiding him. Afraid that he only sees you as someone he f*cks.

⚠️ Warning: jealousy, angst, drunk intercourse, manipulation

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Atsumu miya was selfish, a self-centered person, you could even say he's a narcissist.

He lies and f*ck with people's mind.

He's your f*ck buddy.. it just happened casually, one night you got drunk and you two did it, you swore you'll never do it again.

However your body has good chemistry that you both craved each other.

As you zone out while watching a show called friends your phone started ringing.

Atsumu calling...

You looked at the screen hesitant to answer, you've seen him making out casually with some other girl, again in the gym.

The thing about being a f*ck buddy is, eventually someone will fall in love accidentally.. and too bad it was you.

You were crying over it, realizing that the only thing he liked about you is your body..

He stopped calling on his own, and you decided to put your phone down, standing up going to the kitchen to get some snacks..

You remembered that you didn't talk to him for 2 weeks, because you know you're falling in love and he'll definitely laugh at your face if he'll know.

You walked back to your living room, you heard a sudden knock, you lazily stood up to get to the door

It's hinata

"Hi y/n why do you look so gloomy?"

"It's nothing! I'm just a little tired"

You smiled at him and he smiled back as he took off his shoes to get in, he handed you the paper bag, filled with snacks.

"You should really get a roommate y/n, it's so scary here, living alone"

He's nagging you again

"Fine fine, I'll get a roommate"

You agreed, you found another reason to not answer atsumu's calls or maybe in real life too

You went to the living room and sat down, watching shows with hinata..

You did not even realise how much time has passed after that. All you can think about is finding a good roommate. Just like Hinata asked you to.

This way, you can't bring anyone around like Atsumu—

Days had passed and still no luck found. Maybe, it is because your apartment is quite expensive. You've thought about it a lot that you did not notice that is has been a couple of days that you did not contact or see Atsumu.

Until now—

"Are you avoiding me y/n?"

You can't even look at atsumu while he's asking you, his hands wrapped around your arms, slightly turning red due to the force.

"N-no of course not!"

You lied while smiling, finally looking at him but not clearly because of how you squint your eyes.

"Then answer my f*cking calls!"

He slammed his other hand at the wall behind you, he immediately pulled back anyway to push his hair back.