Dom-Dilema

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(Hades POV)

"MATE!" Draco yelled as he hugged me. I don't know. Maybe he was confused? I don't think i have a mate, and if i did i think i would... feel something? I like Draco but i don't feel that mate feeling. I can tell my face was beet red and Draco was expecting something, but at the time i was so confused and shocked i just ripped myself from him and ran out.

God, that was so stupid. Why did I run away? That was so shitty of me. But no matter how much I wanted to turn back, I couldn't. My feet carried me until i was back at the Slytherin Common Room. By then, panic was bubbling up inside of me and everything became distant and blurry. Pansy was there, and i could tell she sensed something wrong.

"Hades? Where's Draco? Last I heard both of you were excused from classes??" She asked. I looked at her, trying to explain, but words wouldn't come out. I knew this feeling. I was having a panic attack. I don't know why I thought getting my inheritance would end all mental health issues for me. "Hades?" Pansy asked.

At that point I snapped, my breathing became too fast and i lost all control of my body. I think my sclera were black already. I had to leave before i transformed anymore and destroyed and hurt anyone else. I saw felt myself run outside and i got fast and faster until I couldn't make out where i was anymore. I sat down and clutched my chest. I had to breath, and I had to find the answers to my questions. Do I have a mate? Why does Draco think I'm his mate? How do I not hurt Draco? If Draco is my mate why don't i have thay mate feeling?

I calmed myself down slowly and breathed for a while. Once I fully calmed down, i realized only one thing could answer all my questions. A book.

(Draco's POV)

He... ran away?? Was he not my mate? If he isn't what is this feeling that I'm feeling? I feel as if I might as well be dying of a painful disease. Did he not accept me? Why? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??

I have to find him. I have to beg him for a second chance. He grew up with muggles, maybe he just doesn't know how mates work? That Doms don't feel a mate connection until the connection is made? That it's the Sub's responsibility to make the Dom accept them?

Who am I kidding. He probably already has a mate. Like that Weasley Girl. That's right, I saw them flirting after Potions.

'ooh... Hades... You're so hot... How about you and I become mates for life?'

"Of course, Anything for you..."

Maybe I shouldn't have woken my Veela... Everyone knows Veelas are probably the most jealous-filled creatures to ever exist.

I heard the Veela voice in my head yell at me for saying that, but all I could do was cry. I iust lost the most important person in my life. My Mate. Because I messed it up. I tried to calm my breathing but nothing was working.

Despite me having a breakdown, I decided I was going to find Hades and try to talk to him. I got up and walked out of the room, not caring about how this absolutely vilest feeling was drowning me. I cast a spell that stopped my tears and wiped my face, to avoid looks, and walked to the Slytherin Common Room.

(Hades POV)

Though it isn't a well known fact, most Dominants do not have a designated mate and do not feel mate-like attraction. Submissives on the other hand, do have a mate. The Submissive has one mate, that they must court and try their best to be accepted by as a mate. A Dominant can have several mates, but has a choice of how many and which they want to accept. After Acceptance and Bonding (See Page 568), a Dominant will start to feel Mate-like attraction to his/her bonded mate. However, If a Submissive is rejected, he/she will feel a great emptiness and sadness for up to a year until a new mate is assigned.

I can't believe it. Everything is so much clearer now. I have to find Draco. I have to find him and answer him.

(Apology for the probably terrible chapter- going to bed now. Also made some minor changes to previous chapters, just spelling and gave Hades different piercings.)

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