Selfish

Chapter. 5

He kept kissing my neck, while I just sat there frozen. He started playing with my zipper while still kissing me all over.

"I..." Is the only thing I managed to get out. He slowly unzipped the back of my dress and sat me up before taking off my dress completely.

He just stared at me in awe. I looked down to avoid him but he gently grabbed my chin and made me look at him. He gently kissed me. He kissed me for a while before tugging on my bra strap. He stopped kissing me and looked me in the eyes before tugging on my bra strap once again. I looked down slowly and shakily reaching behind for the clip on my bra. He gently grabbed my face and forced me to look at him. His face looked like a blob through my tear-filled eyes, but still, I could tell he didn't have good intentions.

"I want you to look at me when you do it," he said softly but demanding. My lip quivers as tears slowly fall down my face to my thighs. I unclip my bra and shakily slide it off of me. He looks down and slowly looks over my boobs.

"Now your underwear," he said while heavily breathing.

"Darius, ple-" I was cut off by Darius pushing me on the bed and climbing on top of me.

"Underwear, now." He growled into my ear. I sob loudly and cover my face.

"Please... I di...didn't do anything wrong," I sobbed. Darius chuckled.

"So letting someone guy all upon you is nothin, huh?" He asked sarcastically.

"It wasn't even my idea! Austella was just trying to cheer me up and have some fun," I quickly responded. I hear him sigh. He removes my shaky hands from my face and kisses my forehead. He picked me up and cradled me in his lap.

"I'm sorry... I overreacted," Darius says softly.

"I just.." he paused. He sighs again. He Kisses me on my forehead once again and carries me over to top of the bed. He puts me underneath the covers and gives me back my bra. I take it and put it on before laying back down. When I look up, I see him just staring at my face. He reaches for my face but I flinch away, scared. His hand stops before touching me and he just takes it away before walking away. He turns off the light and I watch as the light gets smaller and smaller as he closes the door. Darkness takes over the room and I'm left to sit in my own thoughts. And I only had one thought.

'Why do I feel so....

Strange.'