Do You Really Love Me? Dabi x Reader

Part 3

A/N: TW!!!! mention of abuse and kissing, so if you can't handle this stuff please skip it!!

Enjoy!

We arrive back at our warehouse and I immediately run off to be myself. This is strange...what's going on? This feeling I have is stronger than any I've ever felt before. I know it's not love, because I love Overhaul, but.....

What if it is?

I shake my head to wipe away the thoughts. I walk through the pale halls running my hand along them, until I reach a ladder that goes to the top of the warehouse. I climb the ladder and I appear on a balcony on the very top of the facility. It runs all along the roof, from one end to the other, and the rusty metal railing are broken and falling off. For some reason it's brought me peace. I plop down on the ground and cry. I let it all out. While in front of people I try to hold the facade that I'm strong and brave and powerful, but even though I am all those things, I can only be like that for so long. I cry until my body is shaking with sobs, until my head aches with pain, until my voice is dry and rough. By the time I get back to my room, my eyes are red and puffy, and I've lost my voice. I plop down on my bed, sighing, quickly falling into a deep sleep.

'Hana...Why didn't you save me?" the question rings through my head, loud and clear.

"Hana.....Why did you leave us?" I hear my family ask.

I find myself in my old living room, my ears ringing, sitting with my legs pulled tight against my chest. I'm crying hard, hot streams running down my face. My parents got into a fight. They got drunk again, and this time it was bad. My mom was on the ground, my dad on top of her, hitting her. And every time his hand left her face there was more and more blood and bruises. I cried and cried and cried, and then he finally stopped. And he just left and went to his room. And that was it. The nightmare ended. I didn't dare move a mussel in case my dad tried to hurt me too. In the early hours of the morning my mother got up, her face swollen, dried blood crusted to her face. And I didn't dare move a mussel.

I wake up in a cold sweat, my body shaking. Tears ran down my face. I grab my legs tight to my chest just as I did so long ago. This nightmare haunts me the most by far. I sob into my legs, until my head hurts so bad I can't move. Then the door opens.

"Hana?" the voice asks. I look over to my door quickly, wiping the tears from my face, rubbing my eyes.

"Y-yeah Overhaul?" I ask. Squinting at him in the dark of my room. He walks over to my bed, and places a hand on my back.

"Are you ok?" he asks, rubbing small circles on my back. At first I was confused. He had heard my cry multiple times before, I'm sure everyone here had, but this was the first time he paid any attention to it, but i quickly flush because of our closeness and forget those thoughts.

"Y-yeah sir." I say turning slightly away from him.

"Call me Kai." he says, giving me a small smile. I give him a shaky smile, before I feel the tears start to fall again. I explain the entire nightmare to him, crying until I have hiccups, before I fall back asleep, in his arms, and I can't help but think about how happy I am.

In the morning though i wake up alone. He's gone. I sigh and get up, changing out of my dirty jumpsuit, and putting on another black dress, necklace, and pair of black boots. I apply some lacey gloves, and add some earrings to the look. For my hair today I brush it out, and make small braids, and tie them around the back of my head, so it looks something like a crown. I walk out of my room, focusing my mind, so I can make sure I put back up my fake face, of attitude and courage. When I walk into the sitting area, and look at Overhaul, he looks past me, as if what happened last night never did happen. I sigh and take a seat, deciding that skipping breakfast is the best course of action today. I take out my phone browsing through websites, and as Overhaul walk's past, he pats my head. I stare straight ahead, my body as still as a rock. He kept walking, acting as if patting my head was normal, and then went back to browsing my phone, my face a blushing mess. Today we have a group meeting to decide the best course of action to deal with the League Of Villains. I put my phone down, and walk to the meeting room, Overhaul no doubt, already there. I sigh and take my seat as we wait for the rest of the men to come in.

"About last night-" i start, but quickly get cut off before I can finish.

"It's fine." he says, walking over to me, moving my chair so I'm facing him. "You help me everyday, so i figured why not help you too." he says. He now has both his arms on the arms rests of the chair so I'm trapped between him. My face flushes a deep red, and my voice shakes slightly as I speak.

"I-im your bodyguard, it's my j-job to help you" I say to him. He leans in closer to me, so close I can feel his breath on my face, his mouth inches away from mine.

"Well bodyguard, there's one more thing I need from you" he says, reaching his hands back to unstrap his mask. It falls off his face, landing in my lap. He leans forward, connecting our mouths together, his arms snake around my waist, pulling me up so I'm standing, the mask falling to the round, and he brings one hand into my hair, locking his long fingers in my strands. At first I'm hesitant, but then I wrap my arms around him too, weaving them under his arms, so I'm holding his back. I kiss him harder, wanting to kiss him more, explore more of this new sensation. I feel his tongue on my lips, asking for entrance, and as soon as I open my mouth, his tongue slides in, exploring every part of my mouth. I hold him harder, wanting more, and he lifts, and wraps my legs around his waist, holding my thighs for support. The door bursts open, and we break apart, and look into each other's eyes briefly, before looking at the door. There stands the rest of the men. He puts me down, and we both take our seats, and the meeting starts.