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17. why were not ment to be

HEWOOOO, Idk how to greet u  ̶s̶i̶m̶p̶s̶ people for this chapter. so just read the story. And FINALLY some angst

TW: Mentions of homophobia, death 

Bbh pov
I lay my back at the tree and watch the sunrise

Its been 3 years since Zak flew away from my life

This is the tree we usually meet up.

I sighed as all the memories of us washed over me like a hurricane

I remembered back it was where we met when we were back in middle school.

*Flashback

"Ha, the new kid is a loser" a boy snickered

"Omg look at his clothes " a girl pointed

"I bet he sleeps with stuff animals," another girl says

"Or maybe he's gay or trans" a guy laughed

I heard what they said and started crying. I AM GAY and hurt so bad. I bumped into a girl holding TNT but I don't care anymore.

I ran to a tree and sat down on the grass 

"What did I deserve this kind of treatment," I ask myself.

"U don't," a familiar voice comforted 

"Huh?" I looked around and saw the popular kid

"Zak, I... " I was surprised,

"Its ok, I need a break from that stupid life anyway" he said with a sad face and a tear leaked

"What do u mean "stupid life"" I asked

"Well, my life has been controlled by my parents and their very overprotective " he explain

"And other kids act like I'm important person when I am one of them. I want to live a simple life, but my parents planned my life, my job, my wife... I just don't want to do this anymore " he says as breaks down

"... I never knew that about u " I was shocked... everyone thinks his life is perfect... but is not.

"Can... I vent to?" I said sadly

"Of course u can" he said as he hold my hand.

*insert explosion here

"What the muffin"
"What the f**k"

I looked at him with a disappointed look and shouted a "LANGUAGE "

"What's with u and the language thing?" He asks

"I'll tell u" I took a deep breath and told him everything (I'm lazy so u have to make it up)

"Wow, I feel so sorry for u" he says as he grabs my hand

"Is ok, I'm glad I met u Zak" I said as I held his hand till there intertwined

End flashback *

I remembered all the things we did, we troll alot,we hang alot, and made alot gay moments together.

And there is the time when he confessed his feelings to me. He brought me roses and when he asked me to be his boyfriend, I had to say yes.

My heart started to beat really fast just thinking about that memory. But my feelings went to love to sadness

I remembered rushing to the hospital in my car crying nothing happened to him but sadly, he couldn't make it

I started to tear up as rain began to pour. I sighed, and say to myself

"Why were not to be"

I grabbed my phone and searched for that  special picture.

It was a picture of us having a picnic with our to dogs and my head in his shoulder.

I started to cry and saying to myself that I was a bad boyfriend. A rose petal landed on my lap and I grabbed it

It reminds of the bouquet of roses that he gave me when he confessed.

I give it a little kiss and let it fly away in this rainy weather

Someday I fly way to a place where we will meet again.

"Every thing is going to be ok, I will always love u" Zak always say to me

"I love u always Zak" I said as I watch the rain calming down

"I love u too"

Sorry if I made u cry. There's velvet's skephalo song and that probably cheer u up, ... maybe ?. Ok bye bye simps... I mean shipers

-Monsoon