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40.Kakologophobia

I'M ALIVE. I'M NOW ABLE TO WRITE :D. Now, on to the story. Request by @halobee_
Warning: too much swearin,a little angst and maybe a dirty joke ;-;, wtf monsoon
Bbh pov

It was a rainy night, you can barely see any stars and you can hear the slight sound of raindrops. It was 10:00pm, me, Skeppy and the dream team were streaming gartic phone.

At first everything was fun until..

"HAHAHA,Why the f**k is George doing that sH*t"

"SAPNAP YOU F**KIN MOTHERF**KER"

"LMAO, I'M SO SORRY DREAM'S B**CH"

I was terrified, I didn't expect to act like this.I wanted them to stop, really bad.

"HEY LANGUAGE YOU MUFFINHEADS" I shouted at them, hoping they will stop.

"HAHAHAHA SORRY BAD- HEY, WHY TF YOU DRAW ME LIKE THAT"

"CAUSE ITS F**KIN HILARIOUS"

"Damn~Dream be looking so f**kin good tho~" (MOM, PICK ME UP, I'M SCARED)

"WTF GEORGE"

"HEY LANGUAGE" I shouted again, but they keep ignoring my request and just keep on swearing.

I'm scared, everything is just so terrifying. It got to the point where I just sat there, not doing anything. The words keep ringing on my head, like a bad memory. I just closed my eyes and removed my headphones for a while.

Skeppy started to get worried, and so is chat. I was not talking much and not saying laughing and having fun like I was during the start of the stream

"Hey Bad, are you ok?" He asked me sincerely, I quickly put on my headphones again and said a quick yes.
"Are you sure, you have not been talking and having fun anymore"He is obviously worried.

"Yeah I'm fine, don't worry about it" I said, everything seem to be fine, until dream cussed...

"LMFAO, SKEP IS A F**KING SIMP"

"I'M NOT"

I quickly took off headphones again and I stared at my window. The sounds of rain drops seem to calm me a little. I still can't help the fact that I'm like this. What's wrong with me. I'm a grown adult, I shouldn't be scared of this stuff anymore. But the words keep ringing on my head, It won't stop.

I starred at my screen, everyone seems to have fun without me, I guess don't really need me in this stream. I'm scared and a little upset, why are my friends like this

I had enough, I quickly said I'm going to end the stream, of course I didn't told everyone the real reason,cause it's pretty stupid. After a few byes, I ended the stream. I then laid to my bed and sighed and start to question myself, "am I that stupid" "Who is scared of swear words, other than me" "Am I just really that of a scaredy cat" "do my friends even care for me" I hugged my pillow, and tears start to fall my eyes.

"What if everyone knows my condition, will everyone support me, or just make fun of me. Who I am kidding, everyone will just make fun of me"

That thought made me cry more, I just wanna be alone for awhile. I took my phone and blocked notifications from all my social medias, I don't think I can be with anyone for now.

Time skip by me (pls help, what have I done ;-;)

Skeppy pov

Its been about week, Bad have not been answering me, its not normal for him. Sure he doesn't answer messages immediately, but this is to much.

Since I was worried as hell, I gonna visit him. What if he is sick, in the hospital, of even... no skeppy, don't think of that. He is ok, he probably blocked his notifications or something, I'm sure he is spending alot of time with Rat... I hope.

I ordered plane tickets for tomorrow and I'll visit him, whenever he likes it or not.

Time skip by skep in the plane

I get out of the taxi and grabbed my suitcase. It was raining outside so I had to run to his apartment building. I reached inside and asked for Bad's apartment number.

When I was at his door, I took a deep breath and ring the doorbell. What happen if this is not the right address, what if he will not answer, is he even home, I hope he is doing fi-

My thoughts were interrupted by a brunette, he had red eyes and eye bags, and was wearing a hoodie. He looked at me with his eyes open wide. He was probably wondering why I'm even here. We just stared at each other eyes for a good 5 minutes, not a single word was coming out of my mouth

"Skeppy" he finally blurted out "I- I was not expecting you to visit I-" "its ok Bad, I was just worried, cause you haven't been answering for a while" I said,

"I'm fine Skeppy, there is nothing wrong" I know that tone of voice, he's lying. " your obviously not,what's the problem?" I said, what happened to him

"Do i really have to tell the reason" he said sadly. "I'm just worried cause your just acting strange" "is it because of your last stream?" I asked, he started acting that way during the stream. He nodded and took my inside his apartment . It had a warm feeling to it, yet there are tissue boxes, muffins and blankets all over the couch.

We both sat down and Bad explained the situation, on how he has a fear of swear world and he is afraid that no one cares him, all that while crying

"Bad, I feel sorry for you," I said as hugged him, he snuggled his face on my shoulder, and I patted his head. "what you want me to do to make you feel better" I asked.

"Can you spend time with me, please" he said. I hugged him and I said "of course"

We spent so much time on our meet u, like going to movies, playing games. At some point we started developing feelings, but that's a different story for another time. I told our friends about his situation, and they seem very supportive about that. I'm glad Bad is feeling better now.

I'M DONE. I had fun writing this, its been a long time and I'm happy I'm back. I'll post probably in the weekends, but thats all for today. Have a good day/afternoon/night
-Monsoon