Wish (Kim Taehyung FF)

17

It's been a week since that party but still, it is the talk of the town. Nothing is new because whatever BTS do, the impact will last for months.

Party night was awesome but there is a thing which is bothering me and that is Taehyung. Don't know what happened but he is back to his old behavior. There is a saying "Good things don't last long" and I think that is true.

But whatever it is, i don't want to think about it for a while because from today Ramzan started. A Holy month and a very important month for us. This month is full of blessings. In this month we Muslims keep fast, do charities and good deeds as much as we can.

I have already had my sehri (a meal Muslims eat to keep fast or we can say before keeping fast) and prayed.

Now I am going to get ready and will wait for Mr.Han to pick me. He came on time and we headed to the company.

Time skip
Lunch time

Everyone is eating their lunch so I stayed at the corner. "Yah! Rawah" I heard my name being called. I looked at the voice "yes" I answered. "Bring me tteokbokki" he demanded.

”Can't you just order?" I asked politely. ”No, now go hurry, I am hungry" he rebuked. "Fine" I said and got up to get my bag and left.

By the time I returned everyone was done eating and chilling around the room. "Here you go" I handed tteokbokki to him and went back to my previous seat.

”Rawah!" Again I was being called. "Hmm?" I replied. "What is Ramadan and what is so special about it that every social media is full of Ramadan wishes?" Jungkook asked while looking at his phone and then looked at me for the answer. "Yeah, I also wanted to ask the same and what do you do in Ramadan?" Jimin joined.

"well…" I begin but pause a little to think where to start. "It's a month full of blessings and in this month we keep fasts, do charities, help the needy and other good deeds as much as we can. It's not like we can't do these things in other months, it's just specially for it" I explained.

"What type of fast? Like dieting? Jimin asked. "Not dieting because in dieting we can eat or drink whatever we want but while fasting we can't drink or eating anything from dawn to dusk"

"It's like..." Namjoon paused to calculate the time and then continued "around 14 hours here in seoul?" He said amusedly as everyone's attention was on our conversation now.

"Not drinking anything?" Jimin exclaimed, surprised. ”Not even a sip” I answered, shacking my head.

"Isn't that a torture? How can someone survive without eating or drinking for the whole day?" Jin said.

"It is not. If you look at it through Islamic view, it is to feel the suffering of those who don't have food and to earn a one time meal they have to work hard while being hungry and you would be surprised if you know the scientific benefits".

"And those are?" Hoseok asked everyone more interested in the conversation.

"Fasting kills cancer cells"

"No way" they all exclaimed simultaneously.

"Yes, you can even search for it. Scientists states that if a person abstain eating and drinking for like 12 to 16 hours a day for about 30 days, it will kill cancer cells"

(A.n: Here is the link if anyone wants more details about how it kills cancer cells
https://youtu.be/tXmyJYLxUKE)

"So basically it's not a torture but a blessing" I finished.

"Are you fasting too?" Jungkook inquired. "Of course I am" I nodded in response. "Why didn't you tell us before? We shouldn’t be eating in front of you. I am so sorry" Namjoon said.

"It must be hard for you. Why don't you take days off?" Jungkook suggested.

"Don't be sorry. It's not your fault and It was hard when we first started keeping fast but now it's not. I am used to it and working is not hard when you have faith" They all smiled at me.

"When was the first time you kept fast?" Namjoon asked.

"I was 8 at that time but I didn't fast regularly in the start. Like one day fast and the other day not but when I was 12 I started keeping fast regularly"

They all were amused to know that I was too young when I first fast. It's not something rare for me because in Pakistan kids started fasting at a young age.

“And yeah one more thing, don’t be hesitant to make me do some work just because I am fasting”

“What if you become tired and exhausted? I know that feeling” Jimin asked worriedly. “I will tell you right away to not make me do anything if that happens” I assured. “Okay?” I asked. “You better be” Namjoon added while others nodded in agreement.

They are such great people to be worried about someone like me. I mean I am just a staff, a worker who works for them still they are worried about me. I am so grateful that I stan them.

Taehyung POV

I was listening to their conversation then a sentence hit my mind and it was that she was fasting and I made her go out in the scorching heat of the sun just to buy me this tteokbokki which was not so important. I only asked her to buy me this just to disturb her.

I myself don’t know why I am feeling so irritated since I saw her talking to Jimin alone in that party enjoying her time with him.

Why do I feel angry? She is nothing to me.

I want to hate her but I can’t hate her. Why? Argh what is that feeling first anger then irritation and now guilt. Can’t I have no feelings?

I have to be careful in the future if I don’t want to feel guilty because whatever I do to irritate her, comes back to me. Why is she so perfect? She handled everything so smartly and effortlessly. Even now all the members are fans of her.

End of Taehyung's POV
Time Skip

It's iftar time (a meal to break fast). I took a bottle of water and I already had some dates with me then I went to the rooftop where I used to offer prayer, scattered my prayer mate on the floor and put the juice bottle and dates on it and I also sat on it.

I took my mobile out and saw the time. It's still two minutes left so I started making Dua (Also means praying or wishing/asking from Allah). In the Quran Allah says, I will fulfill his or her every wish or whatever a person asks me before breaking the fast.

I prayed with all my might and heart for forgiveness. Thanked him for his blessings and asked him for success in both (in this world and hereafter).

When It was time, I break my fast by eating dates first and then drink water as much as I can then offered prayer of maghrib.

After I was done with my prayer I folded the mate back and turned to leave but stopped when I saw a parcel on the floor with a sticky note that said "Sorry" with a sad emoji.

Apart from it, the box is printed with a "Iftar Deal" under a "Halal Restaurant" logo.

I opened the parcel. There was a bottle of water and a bottle of juice, a plate of different fruit slices, secured with a plastic wrap and two boxes, one had chicken biryani and another had some deep-fries like pakoras and samosa (pakoras: random shaped deep-fried made with refined flour, onions and spices. Samosas: triangle shaped deep-fried filled with mashed potatoes or minced meat).

My stomach growled after seeing those mouth watering food. Obviously I am hungry, I haven't eaten anything so without a due I dig in. I first finished the fruits and deep-fried and took sips of juice in between. I was full but the box of biryani and water bottle was left so I securely packed it back so that I could eat it for dinner.

When my stomach was full, my mind started to work and it was flooded with many questions.

"Who ordered it?" I thought.
"How did it come here?" Obviously someone brought it. I mentally slap my head at this stupid question but the real question is "WHO?" And why didn't I hear anything if someone came?