"Hi Hyung! Where did you go?" Hoseok had approached the elder who just went inside of the building, The male waited obediently to the elder's response yet he had received none. He saw the elder walked pass him and ignored him, Having two plastic bags on his hands and quickly went towards Jeongguk's room. Oh right... It was the younger's heat, Hoseok understanded that but why was he left out? He could be a really big help since he was the younger's favorite person, Yet they said that only Alpha's or other co-omega's only can approach either species when they are in their rut or heat. Betas? I don't know, They were just a filler to the pack, Just a therapy friend for their other pack members to rant at. Hoseok was fine with it! But... It was kinda hard to hold on. He just sighed as he found every member of the pack was inside of the omega's room, He just smiled and will probably invite him over when the heat is finish! But, He was suffering on his alone scenarios, Wanting someone to hug or talk at, He just needed someone atleast one.. To take care of him.
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It was currently 9 PM, Due to the younger of the pack's heat, Their Dinner was moved. Hoseok was just tired and lifeless to even move at the couch, He was alone at the living room. Waiting for everyone to come out of the younger's bedroom and eat dinner together, He waited long enough as the clock striked 10:20 PM. The food he had cooked for them was getting cold, His eyes was watering, His lips were trembling. Does he even belong to this pack?
He approached the dining area, Seeing no one but chairs that are neatly organized as well as the table but no one besides him were on the dining area, Tears started forming on his eyes, His lips really had trembled, His body was getting weak. He grabbed every plate and placed it back to its drawer as he threw out of the food, Tears still resumed to drew out of his eyes. His long sleeves were getting kinda wet that are now visible, He grabbed every utensils and also the cups and placed them back to their own drawer. He suddenly jumped when he turned back again and saw Jeongguk, He immediatly wiped his eyes and nose, His sleeves were wet as visible like he dunked it onto a water bucket. He hid his arms behind his back to hide the sleeves as he kept a lovingly smile because he knew the younger's heat just finished, He saw that the younger was wearing someone's shirt, It looks like it's from Namjoon or Jin. So that his neck and collarbone was exposed for Hoseok to see that... It was covered in hickies, kisses and lovebites. Hoseok had gulped as the awkward silence roamed around the dining area, He didn't know that his puffy eyes and cheeks were visible due to immense of pretty much, crying. Jeongguk walked over to Hoseok as he grabbed him by the waist and caressed the elder's face, Hoseok was stunned and was like a mannequin, Who cannot move on his spot right now. He felt the younger was examining his face, He gulped once again as he just stayed still. Jeongguk was much more taller than Hoseok so it was easy for the younger to grab his hyung, Hoseok was about to speak not until Jeongguk cut him off.
"Were you crying, Hobi?" Hoseok couldn't reply to the question, He can feel the tight atmosphere squeezing them. He also can feel the younger's worriedness(?), He gulped as he stuttered replying back.
"N-No! Definetly not, Ggukie-ah! So don't worry, I was just throwing out of the food that i cooked for us... But since everyone had sleep, I threw them out." Hoseok said, Trying to hide his sad tone yet he kinda failed. Mumbling the 'us' in the sentence, He doesn't even know if he still belong to pack but why would he belong to the group? He wasn't even mated by the Alpha's even the Omega's. Alpha's get instantly mated since they are the ones who creates nor starts the pack, Omega's get mated by the Alpha's but only when it is their first heat in the pack meanwhile the Beta's get mated by the two species which is they need Alpha's and the Omega's mark to be mated.
"Y-Yeah! You should go sleep now, Jeonggukie! The Alpha's will be mad if they see you awake and talking with an useless beta, Like me!" Hoseok said, Pushing the younger a bit but he didn't even budge. Also mumbling the word 'useless', Hoseok had finally got out of the younger's grasp and resumed cleaning the table. But stopped when he heard the younger requested something,
"You should come and join us on the bed, Hyung. Let's sleep" The younger requested, His eyes were beaming like he expected for Hoseok to accept it but frowned when he heard Hoseok had refused to it.
"No, Ggukie! I will be just a burden to the bed, I will just sleep by my room alone and you should really get back to your room!" Hoseok had jokingly raised his voice but that really didn't affect Jeongguk, So he just stayed silent and resumed cleaning. Hoseok thought that Jeongguk probably think that he is a awkward nor trying too hard to make him laugh,
"If you're not gonna sleep at my room then fine! I'll sleep on your room." Jeongguk huffed and stomped towards Hoseok's room, Waiting for him. Hoseok just gulped and not wanting for the Alpha's to scold him in the morning since he let an Omega that just finished his heat sleep away from his Alpha's but he couldn't argue with the younger since he will throw a tantrum.
"Why... Am i suffering like this?"
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For the Alpha's knowing that Jeongguk wasn't besides them when they woke up, They immediatly went straight towards the Beta's room seeing the two was sleeping soundly but still, Taking away an Omega away from their Alpha after their heat was dangerous, They saw Jeongguk has his whole body wrapped around Hoseok but that only made them angry. Quickly rushing towards the two males, He grabbed Jeongguk away from the Beta as they were suddenly awake, Jeongguk fussed and looked around seeing his Alpha's were angry and raging. He was placed at the back as Jimin quickly scanned his features and whole body, Thinking that Hoseok did something to the younger. Hoseok's mind was malfunctioning, He didn't know why the Alpha's rushed towards his room and disturb the Omega and his sleep, He didn't know why. His mind couldn't compress anymore, His eyes were wide as shock, The moment was slowing down, Seeing that everyone was angry at him but why? The scenario resumed to its original state as he felt something burst inside of his body, He fell to the floor, Clutching his stomach. His face was broken and sweat covering around it, Blood... Started dripping down his face. He received another kick to the stomach, And another.
His whole body was shattered in blood and bruised currently while suddenly his cheek got scratched as huge amout of blood dropped out. He can't move anymore, He was like a punching bag to them, Is this how it feels like to be an unwanted beta?
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