Forever Maybe.

Chapter 49

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"The only thing we fear is fear itself "- Anon
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Jakes/Daniels Pov

I'm sorry Shelly. I really am but I couldn't tell you anything before could I?? You were young.  Only thirteen and you'd surely blabber to your parents.  Fourteen I would still consider some maturity atleast some form of it. I know I'm expecting too much, probably taking you too much for granted but believe me I'm sorry but I had to do that. 

I lied 'bout only so many things all essential to keep you with me.  I never wanted to lose you.  I love you my love. I'm sorry.

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Shelly's Pov

" Hello!" My mother chirped as soon as she had the door opened.  I immediately knew something was not right.

I looked at my father who couldn't meet my eyes.  My mother went rolling to her bedroom to change leaving the two of us to stare at eachother.

" What's wrong?" I asked, a little concerned about my dad's well being.

-" You packed his bag for him?"

-" Yes I did!" and added without a pause, " I parked Gunther's too"

He nodded and I felt sorry for him. " Dad?"

" Yes?"

" Let him keep his job please.  I won't ever go near him I promise "

Shit! I just admitted it was my fault but it was too late to correct myself now wasn't it?

He looked at me again with his piercing blue eyes so much so that I thought he was trying occlumency on me.  ( Occlumency- the process used to read minds in the wizarding world)

Having recieved no answers I headed back to my room.  Sad and disoriented.  I didn't know what was to become of me and that felt horrible.

Jake.. Sheesh

Who Jake?

I laughed inwardly.  I knew no Jakes did I? That bastard lied about his name as well!

Might as well lie about loving me.  What if he was doing so though?

I still do love him don't I? 

I shut the door of my room, pink and beige in colour and sat on my bed.  Switched off the light before flopping onto it.

Stephen!  Oh Poor Stephen what have I done to you??

Why am I so selfish!

The fact that he never came to save me erased itself from my mind.

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I woke up feeling drowsy and far from being well rested.  My head hurt!  Lucky it was Summer and the vacations were going on. I lifted my head to see the time 5:22.

No wonder my head hurt!  Getting up I moved to the mirror to examine myself.  Honey brown skin, dark brown eyes and brown hair that looked almost black.  I couldn't be called beautiful.  I was simple in my looks,  my figure wasn't really all that beautiful either.  Jake's security had truely showed my love for food and I kept eating. 

My love handles couldn't be called handles anymore.  They were more like the doors. I had a little bit tummy but who cared right? My breasts had grown as well.

Besides when I live with Jake or now Daniel he would make sure I lose weight. 
He's such a health freak.

My breath caught again.  I didn't really know what he was anymore did I?

Stephen you're such a...!  But I think I'm in love with you as well..Is that possible?

My thoughts are so haphazard!  I looked at the mirror again.

A fourteen year old looking like a short girl of nineteen stared back at me.

I would go through this wouldn't I? 

Besides atleast I'm sure of one thing: My true love is Jake .. Or is it?

My clone in the mirror as I felt.
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