i can't sleep my cut is hurting me badly and i have been up all-night studying for the big tests that says either i graduate or i don't. i had got accepted to go to the university of New Mexico. but i won't be going to college because my mom and dad can't that afford for me to go to college.my beautiful wife Dahlia's mom and dad that they would pay for me to go to college. i can't pay them back for them paying my way into college. i got to meet my uncle Faramir my dad told me the rest of the story about him threatening sheriff Garrett. i am ashamed of pulling a gun on sheriff Cain. i know that my dad is the legendary outlaw Billy the Kid. i look at my New Mexico necklace and read the inscription on the back of it and wonder what it means. it says from the past you came and to the past you will return. i wonder what it means i will ask my uncle or my dad what it means when it gets daylight. sometimes i feel like i am bothering people too much. and that i am a troublemaker but people say that i am not bothering them and i am not causing trouble. i stand looking in the mirror at the deep cut that goes from deep inside of my navel all the way up to my chest. i still don't what they wanted with me and what they wanted to do to me. i look at the cut and start to cry. i hear one of mine and Dahlia's newborn babies cry i go into the nursery and pick up our newborn son and change him and give him a bottle. i sit in the rocking chair rocking him to sleep and singing to him. if only i could sleep. but when your mind is running none stop it is very hard to sleep. i still wonder what the old west and the past was like. i smile as i hold mine and Dahlia's newborn son.
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Young Guns Wondering What the Past was Like
FanficMy parents are from the past they are from the old west or what most people calls the wild west. they are from the 1800's. i wonder what it was like living in old west. i sit and daydream about it. i am married and i should get my act together and s...
