i care too much
i'm sensitive
i hate myself so much that i believe i don't deserve anything
i mess up every time and i can't seem to get things right
i depend on people
i'm not independent
i'm always criticizing myself on things that i have done in the past and i can't seem to just let it go and learn from them
i'm always reminding myself
you did this you should have done this you will never get better because you just keep doing worse
i'm not responsible anymore
i leave things last minute
i care too much about what other people think
i compare myself to others
i'm always trying to do the right thing
i keep failing
i sometimes wish i wasn't who i am
i try to change the person i am but i can't seem to get it right
i don't understand why people like me or even possibly love me
what do they see in me?
i want to see it too
And so,
I don't want to hate myself anymore
I hate living with all of these constant thoughts in my head
I feel like I'm drowning and I can't seem to get to the surface
I want to be able to say "I love myself" and actually mean it
I want to love myself
But I don't know how
Please show me how
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