Well,

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People don't die from suicide;they die from sadness

~anonymous~


I have to buy a new personal journal now. Mine is fucking ruined completley. All my thoughts, all of my inner battles, my lyrics, my notes. Torn. Ripped out. Crushed. Out of my journal.

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Look at me 

You may think you see 

Who I really am 

But you'll never know me 

Every day 

It's as if I play a part 

Now I see 

If I wear a mask 

I can fool the world 

But I cannot fool my heart 


Who is that girl I see 

Staring straight back at me? 

When will my reflection show 

Who I am inside? 


I am now 

In a world where I 

Have to hide my heart 

And what I believe in 

But somehow 

I will show the world 

What's inside my heart 

And be loved for who I am 


Who is that girl I see 

Staring straight back at me? 

Why is my reflection 

Someone I don't know? 

Must I pretend that I'm 

Someone else for all time? 

When will my reflection show 

Who I am inside? 


There's a heart that must be 

Free to fly 

That burns with a need to know 

The reason why 


Why must we all conceal 

What we think, how we feel? 

Must there be a secret me 

I'm forced to hide? 

I won't pretend that I'm 

Someone else for all time 

When will my reflection show 

Who I am inside? 

When will my reflection show 

Who I am inside? 


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