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Y/n pov:

I walked to my room and sat on my bed realising that my comfort streamer is sharing room with me for two weeks and is sleeping in the same room as me.
I started have really bad facial dysmorphia for the last 1 month and really body dysmorphia and i think i just want to die.

I started to have a lot of hate for being faceless streamer and that they think im fat and some other things like i bet your ugly and some sexualising me but they know im a minor but yeah my arms have a lot of scars but im scared to talk to anyone so i just started to watch ranboo.

It was 1am and Ranboo still wasn't here so i guess he was downstairs i was trying to sleep but my insomnia started kicking in.
I was fine until i herd thundering.
Im terrified of thunderstorms Willbur know's this but he is asleep so i just got out of bed to go and get a cup of water so i walked downstairs to the kitchen but I wasn't alone i saw ranboo there too.
I just picked up a cup and filled it up with water until someone said something to me.

"Y/n what are you doing up at 1am"ranboo asked

"I just woke up"i said

"Your really not good at lying"he said

"Ok fine i couldn't sleep"i said

"Oh ok im going to sleep so come on"he said

We were going upstairs when thundering started again but i just stayed quiet.
I got to bed and layed down so Ranboo thought i was sleeping.
It started to thunder like crazy and i just got really scared.
I was sitting on my bed wrapped in my blanket shivering out of fear until ranboo woke up.

"Y/n are you alright"he asked

"Y/n?"he asked

"Y-y-yeah"i said

"Hey hey are you scared of thunder"he asked and i nodded my head

"Come here"he said

I stood up and walked up to ranboo's bed and sat down shaking like really bad
He hugged me and he said to me like 'hey its alright, your safe' and things like that.
So we cuddled together and i falled asleep so my head was on his chest and i hugged him and he hugged me too.

Me and ranboo woke up to everyone taking pictures of us.
When they realised that we are not sleeping they ran out of the room.
We started to laugh until ranboo said something.

"Good morning Y/n"he said

"Good morning"i said

"How did you sleep"he asked

"If im gonna be honest I didn't sleep so good in a while"i said

"That's good"he said

I stood up and i dressed up and walked downstairs to Willbur looking at me.
They asked me if im hungry but i said that im not but the real answer was that i really was hungry but I don't want to tell them I just want to be skinnier.

This is my 4th day of not eating but no one noticed or i just think that.
I walked up to my room and changed my bandages on my arms.
I had my mask when Ranboo walked in the room.

"Y/n why do you have your mask on"he said

"I should be asking you the same thing"i said

"But i have facial dysmorphia"he said

"If you ever watched my streams you would know i have facial dysmorphia too"i said

"Wait really"he asked

"Yeah wait how do you look like"i asked

"I look ugly"he said

"I know you look beautiful"i said

"But you never saw my face"he said

"Yeah i know but I don't think you trust me enough"i said

"If i didn't trust you i wouldn't do this"he said as he pulled down his mask

"Omg your adorable I love your freckles and your smile"i said

"Really"he asked

"Yeah why would i lie to my comfort streamer"i said

"Awwww"he said

A/n

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