Willbur's sister (Ranboo x reader)

5.chapter

Y/n pov:

Ranboo came to my bed and i asked him to lay down with me because he has insomnia like me.
He layed down and hugged me and i hugged him back.
I really love this dude he stole my heart.
I just want to tell him but its been only 4 day's so yeah.
But i know he doesn't like me back .
I forgot i have to stream tomorrow.

Fuck why do i forget everything.
I hate my self for that.
My facial dysmorphia is almost gone.
But my body dysmorphia is worse from the hate.
Ranboo's facial dysmorphia is bad right now.
He has his mask on all day and sometimes when he sleeps too.
I dont think he realised that i know that.

I woke up and saw Ranboo cuddled up next to me.
I had to smile he looks so cute.
But he has his mask on so i don't see his face.
I sit up to see its 5am i sighed.
I can't even sleep 10 hours.
I looked down at Ranboo to see he has woken up.

"Good morning"i said

"Good morning Y/n"he Said with his morning voice

"Your voice can get deeper"i said

"Yeah its cool"he said as he sit up

He looked at me and i put his mask away.

"Ranboo your beautiful dont worry about your face your handsome"i said as he smiled and blushed

"Thanks Y/n"he said

"How is your facial dysmorphia going"he asked

"Its doing really good but sometimes it goes really bad"i Said

"Yeah i know that feeling"he said

"Fuck i have to stream today"i said

"Are you not sick anymore"he asked

"Im feeling a lot better"i said

"Ok you can stream now"he said

"You can be in my stream if you want"i said

"Sure i have to get my mask"he said

"Can you get my mask aswell"i asked and he nodded

"Hi chat today we have a special guest"i said

Chat:
-Tommy
-Tubbo
-Tommy
-ranboo
-aimsey

"One person in chat guests it"i said

"Hi chat"ranboo said

"This is going to ruin the internet"i said

Chat:
-i knew it
-she is using you
-ranbooo
-duo we never knew we needed
- ranboo is ugly
-yesssss
-cant you find prettier person
-Ranboo/🤮
-ewww

"Hey mods you know what to do"i said close to microphone

"Today we are doing Q&A"i said

Chat:
-is ranboo ugly
-did you see Ranboo face
-how are you doing
-when will be new yt video
-when are you going to do face reveal
-fuck you
-ugly
-🤮
-💀

"Im doing great"i said

"New yt video is coming out in 2 weeks"i said

"Im not going to do face reveal soon"i said

"And im not answering that one"i said

"Chat this is the stream for today"i said

"Byeee"i said as i ended the stream

I turned around to see Ranboo tearing up.

"Dont think of the hate they don't know you"i said

"Am i ugly"he asked

"No of course not your the prettiest person i know but dont tell this to willbur he would kill me"i said

"Okay I won't"he said as he laughed

"Do you want to eat Y/n"he asked

"No thank you im not hungry"i said

"You didn't eat this whole trip dont think i didn't notice "he said

"Im sorry"i said

"You don't have to be sorry just eat something please"he said

"Okay i try but i think i will vomit"i said as he nodded

We walked down the stairs to the kitchen and opened the fridge.
There was toast.
I picked it up and took a bite.
I felt sick in that moment i think ranboo noticed.

"Y/n you don't have to eat more you look sick"he said

"Ok im going to toilet"i said

I walked to toilet and i vomitted.
Ranboo hold my hair and rubbed my back.
He is really supportive best friend.
I started to walk to our room when i realised i forgot to put on my bandages.
I looked at my arm to see it bleed through my hoddie.
I looked up to see ranboo who was looking at my arm.

"Y/n what is that"he said

"Im so sorry"i said

"Can you show me your arms"he said as i rolled up my sleeve

"Why did you do this Y/n"he Said with tears in his eyes

"Dont cry please"i said

"Y/n this is going to hurt okay"he said

"Okay i trust you"i said as he put disinfection  on it

"Fuck it hurts"i said

"Its done"he said

I hugged him he was shocked but he hugged me back.
I was happy to have him.
I really mean when i say i love this boy.

We walked to our room and sat on his bed.
I layed down with him and hugged him.
We fall asleep right away.

I just wish he knew how much i love him.
I want him to be my boyfriend.
But its just MINE wish.

A/n

Okay so today i will post another 2/3 chapters