Mattheo Riddle x Y/n Black

Y/n Black

Darkness, screaming, blood, pain, hurting, every memory I had been pushing down for years was flowing through my head every part of my life that I hated every time I hurt myself every time someone hurt me all of and then suddenly nothing my mind was empty all there was now was darkness.

I hated the dark as a kid pansy was the only one to know that I told her our first year ever since then we sleep with fairy lights on at night which she adjusted to for me the last time I was fully in the dark is when I had been in mattheo's room in mattheo's arms in his bed.                                            Oh god, you can't be thinking about him right now you need to wake up.

My thoughts didn't leave theo I felt horrible for what I said to him I didn't mean any of it I do want him I don't want him to leave me alone, I hate myself so much for snapping at him he is the only person who has even tried to care about me in years and I pushed him away like it was nothing if only he knew what I was doing there if only he knew about all the stuff that's happened to make that I do to myself.

Get you're head in the black stop thinking about the bad things think about the good things like reading, drawing, your bed his bed........ stop y/n stop think about theo wake the fuck up.

After a while, I was still thinking about theo and his soft hair his eyes, and his lips more what his lips felt like on mine that's when my mind started spinning again my surroundings changing.

I was now laying on Theo's bed and he was kissing my neck even though I knew this was a dream it felt so real his lips on my neck his body heat his smell and touch they all felt so really the pit in my stomach felt real too, "I told you I would punish you witch" he said and caught me off guard this is a dream this isn't real wake up y/n you can't dream about Mattheo "you aren't real" I said  "yes I am" he responded, "no you aren't you're just a part of my mind this is a dream" "So you dream about me witch how adorable if this were a dream would I be able to do this" he said kissing me the kiss broke away and he chuckled "see not a dream" "no still a dream anything can happen in a dream" "anything?" he said with an evil grin "yes" i responded before thinking his lips were back on mine in seconds his hands feeling all over my body little moans and whipers escaping my mouth.

Merline y/n wake up!!!!!!!