Life and death are almost the same
Hate and love are almost the same
Why is life so cruel?
It's not fair to be alone but then I like to be alone and in peace by myself
I'm being pulled in by everything
There's no way out
I can't get past the fire wall
I can't get past my self and my feelings
My feelings are too hard to control
I create the storms
I create the chaos
I create the panic and the destruction
My life and my feelings are just a waste of time
I've got to break through
I'm going no were
This path I've taken will lead me to destruction
Why do I have to go through this when I can just end it?
But no that would be wrong
I think everyone will miss me but why wait
I can do it tonight
I feel like some things controlling me
I can't hold it back
I can't see straight anymore
The light is black
But then again the light is always black
It always had been and always will be
There's no light anywhere
So when they say follow the light I can't
It's always black
Darkness concurs all.
It's hard to breathe everyday
No one no's and no one cares
I live everyday and yet it's not living
People say I'm alive but am I alive
One day ill be no more and then there will be true chaos and destruction
I will cause it forever in those who have caused me pain
Am I alive or am I dead
I am dead and alive at the same time
