When I close my eyes, I see a sky of blood red and a sea of black water. No Animals, no plants, no life. This is my world, I live my life, my hopes, my dreams all begin and end here, this is how I created it. No one will enter and I will never leave it. I fear if I do leave I'll never return and never be whole again. My life is my world.
This is what I feel and also what I fear. When I cry it creates the sea. When I bleed it creates the sky. There's only one land, no one enters because I fear everything and everyone. I never speak I don't know how. If I did I would be frightened because "They" would come and take me away from my home. Forever destroying it never to return.
So I sit in silence hoping that it never ends. This world that I have created. The world of flames, when I'm angry the world burns nothing has light except for me, but even then its still dark. As my hatred grows so do the flames spread across the world forever never ending. I created this world to protect me from myself, to protect me from everyone else. Only I live here, forever alone never loving anyone or anything.
To have living creatures means weakness. To have plants means to have a heart. To be weak means to die. I do not fear death. I fear life.
