𝘐 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 (𝘣𝘹𝘣 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬)

𝑨𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒑𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓 𝒓𝒐𝒂𝒅 (𝑵𝒄𝒕 𝑫𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎)

Ships | Jaesung (+ jaemin centric)
Group | Nct / Nct Dream
Title Inspired | The song of dann -promise- by KINGDOM

It hurts more than a rough road
why is my love so sick
Even the wind on the leaves breaks it
I can't cry because I can't die
I fall asleep holding the painful red ginseng

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"hyung , do you know what the mean of hurt ?"

Little Jaemin ask his older brother as he blink his eyes rapidly

His older brother turn to him

"you don't know what the meaning of hurt ?"

Jaemin shook his head innocently , his older brother smile as he fully turn to Jaemin

"how am i gonna explain hurt ..?" his older brother muttered before licking his lips

"well .. hurt is Some common synonyms of hurt are damage, harm, impair, injure, and mar. While all these words mean "to affect injuriously," hurt implies inflicting a wound to the body or to the feelings. hurt by their callous remarks"

His older brother explain but Jaemin just blink

"hyung .." his brother hum

"please say something that a child like me would understand"

His older brother mentally facepalm himself while staring at Jaemin before sighing

"hurt is like you feel something heavy in your feelings or heart , you feel uneasy that it cause you to cry out of it .. for example if one of your teddy's is gone , than you'll feel hurt by it's missing but ofcourse not all situation you feel hurt is about teddy's"

"but it can also cause from relationship , friendship and can also from family problems ."

His older brother said finally finished

"hyung , am i gonna feel hurt someday ?"

"maybe , a person will feel hurt atleast 1,000 times a year or more"

Jaemin smile sweetly at his older brother

"hyung , i love you !" his older brother just chuckle

"i love you too"
(I don't know why but when i think of the older brother , i thought about Han Seojun aka Hwang Inyeop 😭😭)

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12 years had passed and Jaemin had grown up now , Jaemin's 18 years old now and just graduated his highschool , his brother words never left his mind

Jaemin gloomy eyes stare at the sky

"you were right hyung .. a person would atleast feel 1,000 times of hurt every year .. but mines more .."

His brother passed due to an attack

He was just protecting Jaemin from getting killed yet he the one who flies away

It cause Jaemin a great depression and one of his hard to deal problem

It was his first time feeling hurt , and eversince that day , he keep feeling hurt that somewhat makes his heart go numb

Jaemin coldly drop his eyes from the sky and look across the street

'getting killed there won't be too bad' Jaemin thought

"i know what you're thinking and you're better not doing it"

Jaemin turn his head to his side with his poker face