ᴘᴏsɪᴏɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ (ᴀ sᴇǫᴜᴇʟ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʙᴇsᴛɪᴇ)

Guilt

Story Song: When I Was Your Man

By: Bruno Mars

Song Lyrics: Italic

When You Say The Lyrics: Italic/""

Technoblade POV

After I visited Ranboo and saw...Y/N.., I walked back home and to my bedroom. Memories came back to Y/N and I as I stared at the bed.

Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same
When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down
'Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name

I felt a few tears forming, my eyes looking glossy. What did I do wrong actually? I've been trying to figure that out..

It all just sounds like ooh, ooh, ooh, hoo
Mm, too young, too dumb to realize

"I should have bought you flowers...and held your hand.." I sighed. "Should have gave you all my hours..when I had the chance..take you to every party 'cause all you wanted to do was dance..."

"N-now my baby's dancing..b-but she's dancing with a another man.." I layed on the bed and groaned. Yes, I've been doing okay but then I saw Y/N again and it all comes back to me. 

My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life
Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, oh
And that haunts me every time I close my eyesIt all just sounds like ooh, ooh, ooh, hoo
Mm, too young, too dumb to realize
That I should have bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should have gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party 'cause all you wanted to do was danceNow my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man

"Although it hurts...I'll be the first to say that I was wrong..Oh, I know I'm probably much too late to try and apologize for my mistakes but I just want her to know...I hope he buys her flowers..I hope he holds her hand..give her all his hours when he has the chance..."  Tears ran down my cheek.

I hope he buys you flowers
I hope he holds your hand
Give you all his hours
When he has the chance
Take you to every party
'Cause I remember how much you loved to dance
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man
Do all the things I should have done

"When I was your man..."   I heard knocks on the door, I wiped my tears away and told them to come in. It was Philza.

"I heard what you said, are you okay Techno?" He asked as he sat at the edge of the bed. "Yes, I mean I was doing well..until I saw Y/N again.."

"Techno, she doesn't even know what she lost. You are worth so much, don't let people break you like that."

"Okay.."

"Okay who?" I went towards him, giving a hug.

"Okay dad.." I said, it was muffled but he hugged back. 

Dream POV

Wow...I'm sorry..

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