It's around 10 o'clock in the morning, I'm outside at the garden, back side of the mansion. I sat on the chair and resting my head on the table quietly. I have no energy and feel like shit, this must be my punishment for drank too much. I can't even remember what happened last night, I know Jimin was in the bedroom, took care of me, and I remember I said something to him but what exactly did I told him? I been thinking about this since I woke up but still can't recall anything, it drives me insane, I just hope I didn't say something embarrassing or something that will makes him uncomfortable. I release a deep, exhausted sigh then turn my gaze to to glass-door when I heard it slide open.Jimin: Want some hot tea?
Y/n: That will be awesome
Jimin: Be right back
I smile softly when he disappeared back inside the mansion. He's so admirable and that's bad for me.
After five minutes later, he returned with the tea and carefully placed it in front of me
Jimin: It's hot, be careful
Y/n: Thank you
I pick it up and start blowing over the cup to cool the tea down a little bit before taking a sip.
I spare Jimin a glance as he just staring at me silently.
My face starts getting red I turned away to other side, try to avoid his gaze but he put both of his hands on each my shoulders and turns me back to facing him once again.
I was dazed by his action for seconds then I turn my head around, luckily there were only us in here
Y/n: What are you doing?
I muttered then shoved his hands off from my shoulders
Jimin: Don't turn away
I remain silent, he used one of his hand caring my cheek gently then tucked my hair behind my ear, while my heart is pounding so fast, I just staring at his face then his lip and gulped my own saliva quietly, I'm scared that I'll lose my self-control like the last time
Y/n: Y- you wanna go to the mall with me?
Jimin: S-sure?
He looks confused as fuck, I know it was sudden and uncalled, I just want to distract myself and avoid this awkward moment that's all.
As it was decided, we both left to the mall and start walking around. Even though I told myself not to buy anything but I just remember our 4th anniversary is coming in few days, maybe I should buy Mark something, although he's not gonna be here I will just give him when he comes back.
I turn around looking for Jimin, he still all the way behind, I started pouting when I realized he's talking to some chick, I don't know why is this fucking pissed me off, but he's my bodyguard and he's supposed to keep following me. I stormed back to where they are, when I got closer to them I stopped and crossed my arms in silence.
Watch them flirting with my furious face, and they didn't seem to notice me at all, ridiculous.
Y/n: Excuse me?