Caspar's POV
Today was mine and Joe's first proper date... I could hardly contain my nervousness.
We had chosen to go to Nando's, of course, and I was picking out the clothes that I was going to wear.
White or blue shirt? Brown or black shoes? Watch or no watch?
All of the nerves had settled in now and I was shaking at the thought of doing something embarrassing.
I sat down the bed that Joe and I now shared, and tried to calm myself down.
Shit. Shit. Shit.
Joe came into the room, took one look at me, and pulled me into a hug. I breathed in his soft scent and burrowed my face into his neck, letting out a soft whimper as I did so. I didn't want to make him go through this, I didn't want to be a burden, I didn't want to ruin this for him.
He pulled back and looked me in the eyes.
"What's wrong Caspy?"
Just the sound of his voice made me want to burst into tears...
"I'm sorry Joe" I sniffed.
"Oh Caspy! What for?"
"Being like this"
He hugged me for the second time and whispered in my ear.
"You have nothing to be sorry for. I love you just the way you are."
He brought me on to his lap and cradled me in his arms. He let out a short breath as he strained under my weight. I felt like such a baby but to be honest, I didn't care.
A/N
Ok yeah so super short and rubbish chapter but I needed to update so.. Ya know. ps thanks for all the positive comments I have been getting :-) they have really made me smile ;-) next chapter is going to be the actual date btw ,
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