𝐦𝐲 𝐠𝐨𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐬 - 𝐬.𝐚𝐢𝐳𝐚𝐰𝐚

020 - 𝐛𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐣𝐨𝐲

- 𝐬𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐝𝐚𝐲 , 𝐧𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 4𝐭𝐡 , 11:00𝐚𝐦

you and shota had finally finished moving into the new house last week . his birthday was in the next 4 days . you were currently pacing the bedroom , thinking of ways to tell shota you were pregnant . what if he changed his mind about kids? what if he doesn't want us ? you decided on just simply telling him when he got home . he would like that more than going out to dinner or something anyway .

shota was currently at the drug store getting you some medicine that you "needed" . you just wanted time alone to think about how to surprise him . you already bought a onesie that read "our first bundle of joy". it was the only thing you could find that was gender neutral . you put it in a gift bag along with the original green pacifier . you also added the pregnancy test . you wiped the outside off with a disinfectant wipe first , just incase any urine was on it . you hid it under the bed and laid on the bed on your phone .

after about 15 minutes , you heard the front door open . your heart was beating out of your chest and you froze . you tried to calm yourself down before shota came up the stairs and into the room .

when he opened the door , you saw him holding a bag with the medicine and some snacks that you liked . "i'm back , baby . i got you snacks with your medicine ," he smiled at you . he's always doing the most for me . you motioned him over for a hug and he followed . you held him tightly and he looked down at you .

"is everything alright baby ?" he rubbed your back as you let out a long exhale .

"y-yeah . i just- i- we need to talk," you stuttered .

"ok . what's it about?" he sat down in front of you on the bed and held one of your hands . he looked kind of nervous . you leaned over and grabbed the bag . when you came back up you handed it to him . "what's this?" you didn't say anything you just looked down at the bed .

you started to shake and your hands were sweating . shota noticed and grabbed your face with both hands . "y/n , what's wrong ? baby , talk to me." you shook your head and gave him a weak smile . you were scared of how he'd feel even though he always said he wanted kids .

"open the bag , sho. i'm alright . i just- i'm nervous is all . " you motioned to it . he looked into your eyes to see if you were lying to him, but didn't see any signs of a lie . he opened the bag and pulled out all the wrapping paper . once all the wrapping paper was out , he was just staring into the bag . he looked up at you and you nodded , a small smile tugged at your lips .

he pulled out the pregnancy test , and observed it . it read "positive". he looked back at you seeing the tears pricking your eyes . "i hope you aren't mad , sho . if so , i'm so sorry . we can-" he interrupted you by pulling you into a tight embrace . you could hear his small sniffs . he never really cried , so that caught you off guard .

"i'm not mad at all , baby . i'm .. a little scared, but i'm happy . i told you before that i want to have kids . we've been trying , baby. why would i be mad?" he asked pulling his face up to look at you .

"i don't know i just- i don't know . i'm scared , too , but i couldn't be happier ." you wiped his tears with your thumbs .

you both talked about the pregnancy announcement and how you both felt . you both decided on telling your friends and family when you turn 2 months . you wouldn't tell the internet until you were 8 months or already had the baby .

"i'm gonna go downstairs and wash some clothes," you got up and walked toward the door . shota got up too and followed you . you didn't know why he did that , but you didn't really mind .

as you were going down the stairs , he was very close to you , held your hand , and tried to look and make sure you wouldn't slip on a step and fall . you chuckled , "shota , i'm not gonna fall . back up."