"I'm supposed to hate you" Jared x Wilbur Soot [DISCONTINUED]

Attempts (+ important A/N)

I survived. I hated that I survived.
I ran away.
But I couldn't stop thinking about Wilbur.
Should've stayed in the forest.
Then you wouldn't have to leave again.
Shut up.
But you know you wanna leave.
You need to.
You too?
You could hurt someone.
You could hurt Wilbur
Wilbur?
Wilbur? That's a low blow.
Sorry.
I don't wanna hurt Wilbur.
Look at what you did! You hurt our son!
Jared, I'm sorry- I didn't mean it-

But who is talking?
Heart eye & Eye Heart man.
They're hallucinations that have been my friends for many years.
They didn't betray me.
The reason why they came in just now is because I didn't take my pills.
They do appear- or they can with the pills, but they take the pills as a note to stay away.
Eye heart man is the one who used Wilbur against me.
Heart eye man is the one who defended me.
They act like the parents I've always wanted.
Heart eye is sweeter, and Eye Heart is, well, I dunno.

I was back at my house, and I had just finished a call with Wil.
I took out my binder, where my old pictures and drawing were.
I ignored the drawings and stared at the Polaroid pictures.

I looked at a photo of an old friend & I.

I wish we could see each other again.

She can see me.

I can't see her.

I will change.

She won't.

When she talks to me, there's a period on her arm.

What happened?

She didn't survive.

Unlike me.

I wish we could switch places.

She had so much potential.

Mary Wilson.

Suicide due to hypersexuality.

I would kill that man.

I would give her life again.

It's my fault.

My fault.

(A/N)

I apologize for the filler.

Okay, I'm gonna be honest.

I hate this story.

I love my readers, it's the story.

First off, I completely ignored the fact that Jared cheated on Rosal, someone that I wanted to be depicted as a sweet woman who deserves so much. I also depict Jared as someone who wouldn't support cheating. The drawings are also shit because I'm more of a traditional art boy (I'm still trying to learn digital).

I will post the ending soon, as this story cannot move forward no longer.

I want to throw this AU away.

I may post a version where Jared doesn't cheat.

But I will be mainly focusing on Rumors, Rust, & lust.

I love you all, please take care of yourself.