Loser《Beomgyu》

16☆

I saw her, she was laughing with him. I did it again. I messed up again. The people walked past the two were looking at them in envy. They probably think their dating. I looked at the time and it was 9. Why am I like this? I went to a flower shop that was still open and got her some flowers.

Beomgyu: thank you so much.

Lady: take care.

I bowed to her and payed for the flowered. Luckily the kind lady let me buy some flowers while she was closing.

I ran to the park to see no one, Junhwan and Y/n weren't there anymore. I looked around and couldn't find then anywhere. It was dark, I had to depend on the street lights barley lights up anything, I turned the corner to the main road, and saw inside a convenient store. She was Junhwan. How could I walk in there knowing full well I ditched our date.

Without doing anything I went home, What I saw was plenty, she was smiling, she was having a good time, I shouldn't ruin the moment.

Once I got home I saw her apartment door. I stared at it for a moment utill I heared foot steps coming closer to me. I quickly put the flowers on her door step and went inside my apartment.

Through the door I heard her grab the flowers. And eventually go inside. I went to my room and layed down. Eventually getting a text.

Love❤️‍🔥: is this your way of saying sorry?

Me: ♡

Love❤️‍🔥: thank you.

Me:♡♡♡♡♡♡

Love❤️‍🔥: Goodnight.

Me: Goodnight ♡

Love❤️‍🔥: ♡

I smiled at her heart. Looked at the time and it was 10, it's should be late enough that San thinks I'm sleeping. Hehehhehe.

I grabbed my shoes and very quietly put them on. And sneakily slipped out of my apartment. With a few steps I was at her door. A small sigh escaped but eventually I knocked on the door.

I heared some movements coming from the inside. I couldn't help my smile when she opened the door revealing her tired and sleepy face. I bent down to her height and gave a her a kiss.

She deepened the kiss pulling me towards her. It was sweet, we closed the door behind us making it inside. She broke the kiss.

Beomgyu: I'm sorry, I didn't mean to.

She simply patted my head and smiled, she didn't say anything but turned around going her to her room. I followed her closing the bedroom door. She changed into her sleep wear and just did a s well.

Y/n: I don't care about your apology, let's just go to sleep.

She was lying in bed covered in blankets and hugged a stuffed bear, the one I gave her as a welcome home gift a few months ago.

To most people that might have been rude, but to me, she accepted my apology, and even told me to come sleep with her. I smiled and layed in bed next to her. Hugging her from the back, her scent was enchanting to me, I loved it. I squeezed her tight.

Beomgyu: Goodnight

Y/n: Goodnight

It didn't take long for me to fall completely into my dreams.

The next morning I didn't feel Y/n next to me, I got up and began searching for her, it didn't take long but I think I searched too far.

Y/n: what do you mean? Wait. Why?

She was on her phone in a call. It sounded serious, I've only heared her voice like that very little times. She spotted me looking at her. I had a bear with for emotional support.

Y/n: we'll talk about this later, I'll see you in class. Bye.

She hung up and stared at me for a couple of seconds. She looked serious. Did she figure out the story about the girl? The girl that was at my apartment was a total misunderstanding, is she mad at me?

She came up to me steadily barley making eye contact, she was sad.

I stretched my arms and her reaction was to hug me, which she did, I gave her hug placing my head on top of her head.

Y/n: can you do long distance?

Beomgyu: what?

Y/n: Let's go to class. We'll talk more there.

After getting ready we got to class. We did our normal thing, Seonghwa checked my health conditions. But now it was time for the announcements. The teacher came into front of everyone and started speaking.

Professor: Listen carefully. Originally our Medical Students have 3 more months untill we go back to the U.S. Unfortunately because our current situation and schedule our time has shorten. Our Medical Students will be leaving at the end of this month.

A lot of students became friends with eachother. All I heared were awws.. people were sad. And I was heart broken. I looked towards Y/n, she had a look, the look of disbelief. I didn't want to loose her a second time. I looked at Seonghwa and he had the same look, him and Yeosang became friends. He would often come over because of San and Wooyoung.

Professor: that would be it for today. Let's go over your assigned choreography.

He clapped his hands, and we got in position, no body was feeling it.

I wasn't feeling the music, I don't know if I should stop or cry. What should I do? Where's Y/n?

After the song ended, everyone went ro their group.

Jay: hey, are you good?

Beomgyu: No I'm not, but it's fine. I can do it.

Sunoo: Don't worry, you two are meant to be from the stories I've heared.

Niki: Yo

Niki came walking towards us including Y/n.

Sunoo: How do you feel about the whole thing?

Niki: I hate it. Me and Y/n have been getting along pretty well.

He nudged Y/n

Y/n: yeah very

She said sarcastically. And smiled after which made me laugh.