"Morning L/n" "morning Haise" Haise runs up to me with a big smile "and what are you so happy about?" "Well I get to see you that's all" I let out a small chuckle "well I have a meeting to attend" I walked away from him. I lied I didn't have a meeting to go to I just needed to get away from him, I got the feeling like my insides was turning my eyes started to water I ran to the bathroom. I didn't want anyone to see me like this I didn't want anyone to see how vulnerable I was, I didn't want anyone to know that I'm not over kaneki just his presents alone is overwhelming I didn't want to hear a are you okay. I cried silently to myself in the bathroom stall "pathetic" I say to myself I always let the little things get to me. If he really loved me he wouldn't have left...did he really...love me? Those questions linger in my head all day,I was so flustered with myself. After some time I went to my office and got my things a left. I really need a day off I'll probably go drinking tonight or something like that.
Haise's Pov
From Mondo
Haise are you free this afternoon
Yes I think so why?
Well bc we're going out tonight it's going to be me you arima y/n and Aoi
Oh okay
I'll pick you up at 8 okay
Mhm Cya soon
Byeeeee
A big sigh left my mouth. I didn't really want to go but if y/n was going to be there then I would. I spent some time at my desk thinking about work "y/n" I whispered to myself. "What a pretty name for a girl especially of her" I wonder what she's doing right now. Oh crap it's 7:40 I need to get ready, put some black pants on with a gray short sleeve shirt I went down stairs to put my shoes on. "Hey Sasan where are you going" "I'm going to hang out with Arima and the others" "oh okay have fun" "I'll try" I said as I gave Shirazu a soft warm slime
Time skip
"And we can here" Mondo saids "a...bar...we...are...at...a bar..." "Yep you have a problem" "no no no I just wasn't expecting y/n to go to a bar" Mondo laughed so hard she started crying "please y/n is a worst acholic then me she goes drinking every Friday" she said in-between breaths. I guess I don't know y/n like that, as we walked in y/n was shouting at Aoi and Arima "No don't tell me what to do!" She said in a drunk voice "y/n you really need to stop drinking or you may be come like your father." Arima said as he took a sip of what I think is tea "don't compare me to that ass I will never be like him I'd kill m- HAISE" y/n's tone switch up from serious to crazy, she ran up to me and gave me a big hug she rubbed her head against my chest then stop. She looked up at me and oh my Lord she looked so drunk but it was cute on her in a way "hey...you smell really good" she moved up closer to my face and whispered in my ear "I might have to ride 'it'" I felt my face heat up what does 'it' mean so many thoughts went through "y/n that's enough...stop teasing the poor dude you know he likes you that's just rude." "I know but it's cute" she said as she walked off with Aoi.
Time skip
It was about 1 in the morning everyone other then Arima was ether drunk or tipsy Mondo was drunk Aoi was tipsy and y/n was drunk off her butt. I did have a few drinks but not to many
3rd person pov
Because Haise was tipsy he couldn't drive home so Arima offered to take him to y/n's house because it was closer the him home then it was with Aoi then he would take Aoi and Mondo home. "Do you think that's a good idea for Haise to be alone with y/n" Aoi asked Arima "we can only hope and plus Haise has some self control wouldn't even dare to think about it I hope" "you hope!" "Arimaaaaa let's gooo" y/n yelled. Haise y/n and Arima got in y/n's car after some time y/n fell asleep and Haise was half asleep, as they reached y/n's apartment Haise careful put y/n on his back trying his best to not wake her up. "Okay Haise don't do anything your not supposed to and sleep on the couch and-" "I know now hush good night" Haise said as he entered the door and slammed it. Haise took off his shoes then he remembered he had y/n on his back so he took her to her room, he set her on the bed a took off her heels. He looked up at y/n to see her crying "y/n what's wrong!?" "Haha I don't even know where to start with that question....everything I guess....I'm sorry...I just..."
Your pov
One after another tears fell down my face. All of a sudden I felt Haise's warmth around me "hey it's okay and I may not know what your going through but I promise everything is going to be okay" geez I don't think I heard those words in a fat minute. I couldn't help but cry as he held me in his arms "hey...you better not tell anyone about this" this is so embarrassing I thought to myself I hated when people see me cry I hate that people get to see my soft side but Haise was different I didn't mind letting him see me like this he had something about him that made me feel safe maybe it's his smile or maybe it's just him as a person or probably because I still think he is kaneki and that he's still in there somewhere but I'm only going to get hurt even more by thinking like that and yet I still do
Haise's pov
She cried in my arms for hours by the time it was 3 in the morning she was sleeping. A part of me wanted to put her to bed but the other part wanted to hold her even tighter, now that I was up close with her I could see things I wouldn't be able to see far away. Like how she had a beauty mark under her left eye or how long her lashes are and her lips how they have a soft red color on them. I moved some hair behind her ear. Soft I thought her hair was so soft, I started stroking the top of y/n's head she suddenly shot up causing me to let go of her she was letting out shaking breaths me and her just sat there she was looking dead into my eyes and I was doing the same minutes pass like this. Y/n turns her head away from me "I'm sorry...I just...it's really late...I should drive you home..." She said in a low soft voice she sounded like she was crying again I guess she's more sensitive then I thought without thinking I wrapped my arms around her waist and put my head on her shoulder "hey can you please tell me what's wrong" I whispered in her ear "Im just fucked up right now...when you started patting my head...and it just reminded me of my mom I guess you can say when I woke up I was upset that it wasn't her...but I'm happy it was you that I woke up to"
Y/n pov
Oh my ghoul Haise please whisper in my ear again that was so hot I thought to myself. I was pulled down by Haise in a spooning position
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*Something like that*
I was freaking out Haise is in my room in my bed holding me my heart skipped a beat. He smelled really good I don't know how to explain the smell. I turned around to see his face I don't think I seeing him up close like this in years I always loved his baby face ever since we were little. I started drift off think about how handsome Haise was I was honestly the happiest I have been in the past 3 years :)
Sorry this is long and it took a really long time to get out I have been having really big writers block and with me moving house and school almost ending I have been every busy sorry but that's all bye bye ❤️
