Path of hate💙

State of mind

It's been a week of that incident...Tharn try so hard to be happy and type try so hard to make him happy but the will of being happy isn't with Tharn anymore...

Tharn just cook eat sleep and repeat...

It's was Saturday morning and last night Type fought with Tharn because the other guy didn't had anything since morning and lied type that he ate his lunch...

In the morning Tharn sat down infront of his boyfriend and began to have food silently...

"Tharn do you want to apologize to me?" He asked with a serious tone but the guy was busy with thinking something...

"Tharn" this time he said in louder tone but that didn't effected him at all...

"Fuck are you doing?" he slammed his hands on the table and stood up angrily...

"What are you doing?"

"Tharn don't be like this...I agree you lost Many things in your life but atleast value those who are with you... please talk to me, from past days you aren't even looking at me...I know you are sad but m I  not important...stop behaving like this...I m tired of your same state of mind..." He yelled angrily because no matter how hard Type tried Tharn is not trying to move on from the shock...

"You won't understand type,you won't...you always got what you wanted...I know you must be thinking I m over reacting but only I know how much this is hard for... instead of supporting me you are yelling at me anyway I don't want to talk to you right now" standing he turned around to leave when Type spoke wiping his tears...

"M I not important to you? Is that trashy role more important for you?"

"That role isn't trashy,it was very very important for me...I liked that role..."saying that he turned around..

"I liked that role but I love you and you are much  important Ty..." He looked around but Type was already walked out...

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On the other side Type furiously walked out Angrily he stood up at a place looking up at the sky while teras were falling down his cheeks...

Now you love that shitty acting career more than me...ok fine live with that then...

It was almost evening and Type took half day leave from his office so that he can go back to Tharn and make up with him...

Walking into his room he found Tharn wasn't there...he panicked for a second but sighed when he saw balcony door was opened

He walked in and tapped the guy's shoulder..

"What happened? You didn't went to office?" He asked looking at me and Type frowned at his statement...

"It's almost evening" Type said little bit shocked...

Just then Tharn realised he was sitting in the balcony whole day without even realising that it's been 8 hours.....

"D-don't tell me you were here whole day?' Type asked with wide eyes...

"N-no I wasn't" he ignored the conversation and was walking away when Type held his hands...

"I m correct,you were again thinking about that right?" He asked quite glaring at him..

"Don't disturb me...I have cooked food for you so go and eat that.
I m tired" Tharn said because he knows that if he's gonna stay any longer then he would tell him everything and he don't want to make Type worry about him...

"You won't eat with me,forget about feeding right?" Type asked clenching his fist but the other guy just ignored him and walked into his room.

Type sighed and after having his dinner he sat down beside the guy who was sleeping silently...

He looked at the sleeping guy and pulled him closer to his body.

"Thanks for still loving me...I m sorry,I promise I will be better, don't be angry with me,lets not fight..I m really sorry you love me right?" Tharn asked looking at Type...

"Don't worry we won't fight with eachother anymore...I m tired and done now"

"What do you mean?" Tharn asked cupping his cheeks and the other guy smiled...

"Nothing! Let's just sleep, goodnight" with a kiss he closed his eyes and the other guy also tell asleep instantly...

I m tired Tharn...I m very tired...sorry but I can't do this anymore...I have to be selfish now...I have to...l