Sunoo POV
As I promised Jungwon I decided to hangout with Jungwon today so I called him in the morning. That's when he told me it's his parent's so he's gonna see them. I asked him whether I can join and he agreed. I picked him up from his house and both of us headed to the Cemetery. I don't why but Jungwon didn't even talk to me nor smile a little bit at me. He was just looking outside from the window and spacing out. It made me miss his cute little adorable smile so bad. After coming there I parked the car and joined with Jungwon.
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Jungwon was crying on my shoulder. After few minutes he let ho off me and looked at me."Hyung I'll be in the car. Please gimme few minutes to be alone. I promise I won't go anywhere" He said and ran back.
I wanted to stop him but I thought I should give him some space as he wanted.
Then there was me standing in front of Jungwon's Parent's death grave. Each and every time I see it I feel guilty for living like this and thinking I was the reason for their death.
"Mrs.Yang, I'm so sorry. I don't deserve to live like this. I feel so selfish for living like this and guilty for hiding it from Jungwon" Tears started to fall down as I thought about how Jungwon will hate me leave me when he finds the truth." I couldn't hold back anymore. I let all the emotions I've been holding back.
"If there was some kind of a way I would have already given my life to make you alive. It's just impossible I know. As you wished I'm gonna take care Jungwon. He's literally already a person I cherish like my whole life. I won't let him happen anything bad. I'll protect him no matter what" I promised.
I got inside the car and Jungwon placed his head on my shoulder. I could clearly see his reded eyes from crying.
"Hyung..."
"Hmm" I patted his head.
"I'll be performing for our Music Club show tomorrow. Will you be there?"
"Of course! I'll be there to support you Won.I can't wait to hear you sing"
"Promise?" He showed his pinky finger and I inverted it with mind and said promise. I saw how much he was happy after hearing it. Nothing can makes me happy than seeing him smiling like that.
"Hyung... I got something to ask..." He asked while fiddling with his fingers.
"Yeah... Ask..."
"Have you loved someone? I meant in a romantic way? Do you have a lover or at least you might have a crush?" He asked looking directly at my eyes.
"Well, I don't really have a lover but I had a crush on someone for a long time. I missed that person so much but I met that person once again. I'm waiting till that person realize my feelings..." I told him and somehow his mood changed. He just Hummed as a response and looked outside.
"When will you realize it?
"What about you Jungwon? Have you ever loved someone like that" I asked and I saw a little smile appeared appea in his face.
"Funny thing... So... I met a boy when I was like 10 years old in a hospital once. He got chocolate brown eyes with puffy black hair and he was so kind. He comforted me while I was crying just like you. So umm.. I kind a had a crush on him" Jungwon said, giggling while remembering him.
"Aww... that's so cute Jungwon. I hope you'll meet him oneday" Is smiled looking at him.
"Yeah I guess" He said.
__Time Skip to next day___
Jungwon POV
I was in the make-up room checking my phone. It's been like 1 hour after the show begun and still Sunoo Hyung haven't showed up here. I'm feeling a strange feeling right now. Is he okay? Did something happened to him? I tried calling him so many times but he haven't answered any nor replied to my text messages. O was thinking about whether go to his house and check when someone came in.
"Jungwon you'll be performing after her so get ready. Okay?" Our club president told me and nodded.
It was finally my chance to perform. I went up on stage and looked around the audience in hoping I could find Sunoo Hyung but he wasn't there. I felt alone. Even though I performed.
It must be nothing, the way you look
at me is common I'm sure
You're just another friend of mine
There must be nothing
In the way you talk to me, no need to feel insecure
Or read between the lines
I can't make sense of what you've done
In my mind there's one question
Are we just friends
or are we more?
You make me
feel butterflies
in my core
If you don't mean it, don't act that way
This is not what a friend would do or say
Should I step back
or step closer to you?
Do I smile when I see you?
I want to say hi but can't follow through
Not ready to be crushed
or lose you
[Just Friend? - Nanon Korapat]
Everyone clapped and I was so damn happy. It was the first time I performed like that and seeing how others cheered for me made me so happy. But it would be more happy if Hyung was here.
I was going back to change and go to Sunoo Hyung's house but someone pushed me hard making me fall down. I looked up and saw that b*tch Cho Hee.
"Huh Jungwon right? So we met again. Oh looks your little boyfie isn't here with you right? Ohhh I forgot your EX-Boyfie"
"Are you f*cking crazy? He's not my boyfriend. And what did you mean by EX-Boyfriend?"
"Haven't you seen the latest gossip? Look! Everyone's Uni crush is dating the new girl. That girl is your bestie Yuri" She showed me her phone.
I felt like I lost my whole world after seeing it. I felt numb. So he chose her over me? That's why he didn't come. "Don't lie! I know you're just messing up with me!"
"Then look from your eyes! Look how they sitting in the car!" She showed a pic Sunoo Hyung in his car with Yuri. I felt so betrayed.
"This can't be true!" Tears started to fall down from my eyes.
"It is what it is Jungwon. I told you no one likes a person like you! Poor you, Did you thought he's just gay like you too huh?" I heard a voice from the behind and I knew right a way who's that voice is. It's that MF Woobin. He was with his f*cking friends again.
"What do you want? F*ck off Just mind your own business!" I yelled at him.
"It's time for the revenge baby. Did you had fun by seeing me back off from you because of Sunoo? It's time for me to have some fun." He smirked and kicked me. His gang of friends started to hit me and that Cho Hee just stand right there doing nothing but just smiling at the view.
I screamed in pain. They didn't gave a damn about it. Blood spit out and I couldn't even feel my whole body. Few minutes later my vision went blur and I passed out.
Ok I'm the laziest author in Wattpad 😭 Btw only one chapter left. Sorry for taking so much time. 👉👈
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