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- age: 14-15
I let out small sigh and bit harshly on my bottom lip. Tears had welded in my eyes, but I refused to allow them to fall. We were in the middle of class! No way in hell did I wanna cry right now. Well, I never really wanted to cry.
The past half an hour had been me and Red passing notes to each other. Red was my crush by the way. I have had a crush on her for seven months now and now I'm about to cry oveer her.
I had passed her a note asking her to be my girlfriend, when she read the note, she burst out laughing and shook her head at me. Then she had shown her friends the note, and they started laughing.
Then the teacher caught the note being passed, Red was forced to Read it out and then the whole class was laughing.
I guess it was my own fault for even pushing it. I should have just left the question in my head, never had wrote that down and passed it. What's done is done though and unfortunately, time machines don't exist.
"Guys I think butters is about to cry!" Eric then laughed loudly, pointing his finger at me. His face bright red from laughing so much.
People in the class stared at me, giggles and louder laughs filled the room. I looked down at my table in shame, goodness sake. Why would I think someone like me could ever date a girl like Red.
I should be more responsible for my actions.
When the lesson finished, people packed up their things and hurried off to lunch. A few small 'oh my god I can't believe butters really asked Red that!' And simular things could be heard, but I did my best to ignore them and hurry out the class like everyone else.
It's not like I don't have friends, I do, however I spend my lunches alone at the back of school. Even though its freezing cold. I didn't mind it, the cold was something people in South park got used it. It was just another day.
I sat in my school bag and my lunch was to the side of me. However, I didn't feel like eating right now. Whenever I got embarrassed over something, it would throw me off my whole day and eating became impossible.
So instead, I just played with the snow thag surrounded me. It was freezing in my hands since I didn't wear gloves, but it felt comforting in a way. It made me remember I was alive.
"Though I'd find you back here!" A voice then called out, crunching foot steps heard. I turned and saw my classmate walking up to me. Kenny Mccormic.
"Hi-a!" I gave a polite smile and watched as he came closer, before plopping himself down next to me.
"You look cold, you okay?" He asked, taking some of the food out my lunch box. I didn't mind, I know that getting food was a bit of an issue for his family sometimes.
"Y-yeah, all is good! What about you?" I asked, spinning my bag around so I saw facing the other blonde.
"Ehhh, its a school day so I could be better" Kenny shrugged "this is a really nice sandwich" he then said, taking a large bite into said food.
I let out a small chuckle and gave a grin "want me to bring you another tomorrow?" I offered.
"Seriously? Damn I should be nicer to people more often If I get food from them!" The dirty blonde laughed and nodded his head happily.
"Alright!"
I watched as Kenny finished the sandwich and took over food from my lunch box, stuffing it into his pockets. Clearly saving it for later.
"Oh!" Kenny then clicked his tounge "i heard about what happned in your history class, i wanted to make sure you was okay"
My smile dropped a bit, disliking the new memory i had created, but I nodded my head "no... its all good, i-i don't know what I expected"
