The Scattered Thoughts Of A Freak

*screaming*

Fuck you.

Fuck you.

Fuck you.

Letting me think one way

when it was the other.

Having my emotions be decided

on how you feel.

Why?

My heart beats on anger,

anger you keep causing.

I need to stop.

Expecting shit from you.

Thinking scenarios of us,

Being stuck in this infatuation phase.

Fuck you.

Fuck you.

Fuck you.

My hopes for you

need to stop.

Immediately.

I'm getting fed up.

Screaming.

Throwing shit.

Destroying belongings.

You're pissing me off.

Aggravating.

Making my blood boil.

Leaving nail imprints in my palms.

Fuck you.

Fuck you.

Fuck you.

Show yourself out of my life.

Or get kicked out.

I fucking hate you.

LEAVE!

You make me so

mad,

delirious,

outraged.

My heartbeat is racing,

Claws coming out,

Hair being pulled out.

Why fucking me?

Find someone new,

Toy with their emotions,

Destroy their self esteem,

Make them expect.

Fuck you.

Fuck you.

Fuck you.

Stop having me feel bad,

Laughing in my face,

Your finger pointed at me.

I fucking hate you.

Hate how you make me feel this way,

Wasting my time being in my mind,

Effecting my day with your presence.

My expectations have changed.

For you to:

Go to hell,

Watch you squirm,

Run you over with a monster truck,

Make you miserable,

Have you beg for mercy.

Fuck you.

Fuck you.

Fuck you.