My au Chuuya after chapter 101

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Are you angry?
I have no right to be, he did what was best for him.
What are you feeling?
Betrayal, sadness, and relief all at once.
Do you think this will kill you?
It all depends, but I wouldn't mind either outcome.
Why?
If I die then I meet him again, and if I live then I keep living for him. It's simple.
How does your feelings for Dazai change after all of this?
Nothing has changed. He is still the shitty partner I know I shouldn't trust but still do.
I meant how does your romantic feelings change.
I feel the same in that way. My love story with Osamu Dazai is not meant to be a happy one. He loves Oda-san. He always will, and I just wasn't lucky enough to meet my soulmate in this life.
Do/did you believe Dazai was the one?
Yes, I felt that I could trust him with my life. He was there when I first used corruption and he was there the last time I did. He saved my life every time. I believed that no one else was as perfect of a fit for me as Dazai.
How do you feel about Fyodor?
I hate him. He's a rat king, but I guess I do respect him. Maybe in another timeline me and him become friends, but who knows really.
If you could change anything about your life, besides the obvious, what would you change?
Not the obvious one?
Not the obvious one.
Then I guess I would change trusting that Mackerel so much.
Do you regret trusting him?
Life is too short for that shit.
Do you think there is a happy ever after for you two?
No. He loves Oda, and I can't change that. I don't mind though, I have someone I would pick over him no matter what.
Thank you for answering my questions Chuuya. Bye.
Bye.

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I'm so sorry I haven't been posting. I got writers block bad, but I will be uploading again but this time it will be every other day. Have a good day/night/afternoon everyone.

Bonus:

Soukoku love story song:
Happy: Partners in crime Set it off
Sad: No Children The Mountain Goats

Shin Soukoku love story song:
Happy: Line without a hook Ricky Montgomery
Sad: Secret Garden EmpathP

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⏰ Last updated: May 11, 2022 ⏰

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