Chapter Seventeen. I dont know what to say.

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Liam James Payne

I wrap my arms tightly around Leah's small petite little one pulling her closer to me, I look down and observe her closely, taking in every second of her beauty.

My white t-shirt I was wearing clung loosely to her body, her bright red hair cascading down her back and some over my stomach, her small petite hand over my chest clutching me like I was going somewhere, our legs tangled with each other sheets and blankets intertwined with them some how. Her smaller ones in with mine, her lips parted slightly, her steady breathing. Its soft, and sweet making me smile.

The images of her lips pressed my neck, I really am in love now. I look at the ceiling taking in what happened in over 3 hours ago. A smirk plastered on my face. My arms loosen on the tiny figure by me and I hear a gasp and look down to meet Leah's beautiful piercing blue eyes.

"Liam.. I had the worst dream.. An- and.. and then.." She began to sob uncontrollably I didnt know what to do all I wanted was for her to be happy again. I turned to my side and wrapped my arms around her and pull her closer, she cuddles closer and nuzzles her head into my chest sobbing. I rub her back slowly, and whisper comforting words into her ear trying to calm her down. I finally do something that I know she loves.

'Settle down with me

Cover me up

Cuddle me in

Lie down with me

And me in your arms..

And your hearts against my chest

Your lips pressed to my neck

And Im falling for your eyes.. But they dont know me yet..

Im in love now

Kiss me like you want to be loved, wanna be loved, you wanna be loved

This feels like falling in love, falling in love, falling in love.'

Soon her sobs turned to quiet snoring and the sound of her small breaths fill the room again and Im left to sit in my thoughts again. Holding her so close feels so right and I love it.

I love her...

Louis William Tomlinson

My alarm blares to wake me from the long sleep I needed. I turn to it to see it reads perfectly.. 5 a.m... Its to early but Mr. Kerns wants me and Leah to come in so we can finally practice lines together.

I swing my legs over my large bed and let my feet hit the cold wooden floor of my room awakening me fully. I grab my things and take a quick shower. Then slip on some blue skinny jeans, a white tee, and my white converse. I sigh and look around for my dog tag.

Where, is my dog tags!

Louis you idiot! You gave it to Leah! Oh shut up conscience I knew very well where the hell it is.. I look in the mirror and gasp and touch my face.

Good god Louis Tomlinson look at you, no black.. At all, my earring holes closed. Hair looks like a Jocks, just windswept, you look.. normal.. I look normal.

I gap at myself for a bit until my Mum yells and snaps me out of my daze, I look like I could be in a boy band for fuck sake. I groan and walk out side and spot Leah just walking out of her house in washed dark short, shorts. They look like they're from Hollister. Her off the shoulder shirt she is wearing says 'Be true be you' and she is wearing black flip flops showing her tattoo that I find very attractive on her..

Stop Louis you are fraternising with the enemy! ... god shut up conscience.. I really need to stop talking to myself ..

"Omf!" I hear a shy voice say. I look down to see Leah rubbing her back and standing up. Act cool Louis, act cool.. Oh bloody hell you are the schools bad boy its just a girl!

"I'm sorry." I whisper taking her hand and helping her up. She gawks at me, like she is waiting for me to say something rude to her, to make her cry.

"Its alright Louis. We best be going.. Mr. Kerns is waiting.." She whispers and the last part her voice cracks and she walks the way toward the school. I jog after her and try to get her to talk. But when I finally look down at her. She is crying.. Great job Louis.. 5 seconds talking to her and you fucking make her CRY!?

"Red.." I whisper looking straight trying not to let go of how much I have missed her.. Her touch, her smile, her eyes, her laugh, bright red hair. Everything.

"Hm..." She whispers back finally breaking the silence between her and I.

"Im sorry.." I breathe out trying to struggle back my tears. She stops in her place and I turn to face her wounder what she is even doing.

She walks up to me and stares in my eyes, searching. Searching for a answer.

"Louis.. Its okay to cry,.." She says holding my head in either one of her hands. I shake my head yes and look at our feet that seem to be very interesting right now.

"I'm sorry for everything okay.. Every single thing Ive said, did, anything in these past two months that have hurt you, made you cry, broke your heart, made you get that tattoo, made you hate me.. Im sorry" I whisper the last part as one single tear falls down my cheek. Andy knows that I never cry. Only around family or him. To cry around someone else means.. You really mean something to me.

"Louis William Tomlinson." She croaks her voice cracking making me look up into her beautiful eyes, that so happen to have tears falling one after another. "I have never hated you, nor will I ever, I hated your choices." She says.. Ouch that one stings..

"But I have never hated you.." She whispers making me look back into her eyes. She kisses on my cheek making me smile.

"C'mon Gabriella.. We need to get to practice." I whisper holding my hand out for her to hold. She smiles and takes my larger hand in her petite one and intertwining our fingers together making me smile. This is what I want.. her

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"Andy! I want this! I want all of it. I want the pointless bickering, the long walks, the late night phone calls, the good morning texts. I want cute pictures with her, to hold her hand, to make food for her. To call her baby. The joking, the wrestling, the fighting, the long how I feel text messages after me and her would makeup. I want to be one of those inseperable best friend couples that people are like "You're still together!?" Thats what I want.. Her." I say in a hushed tone.

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