Book I: Guilty Conscience

Karma's A Bitch

- I finished my shower and walked back into the room

Khalil: Damn that shower was good as fuck. Why you didn't come with

Vernon: ...

Khalil: Babe?

Vernon: ...

- I saw my phone in his hand and tears in his eyes , my heart dropped

Khalil: Baby talk to me what's on your mind?

- I walked towards him and reached my hand out to try and comfort him

Vernon: DO NOT... fucking touch me.

- He turned the phone around. He had me and messiah messages opened

Khalil: I... Baby... Umm I can explain

Vernon: All I've ever done... was love you bro. You wasn't ready to come out yet, I was fine with that. You didn't want me to talk to you at school, I was fine with that. You wasn't ready to make it official, I was fine with that. You wanted to take things slow, I was fine with that. Everything you wanted I was ok with it because I loved you, and you gone do this to me? My bestfriend? I've never felt so betrayed.

Khalil: I thought you was fucking with Trey baby, I'm so sorry

Vernon: Sorry? I already know how sorry you are. Armani you really thought I'd fuck with Trey? That nigga not even gay he got a whole girl out here

- Vernon never call me by my middle name that's how I knew I fucked up

>>> DINGGG <<<
"Read?? Nigga stop playing wimme." ~ Messiah

Vernon: Man, this shit crazy. Can't believe this really happening.

Khalil: Baby can we just talk about this tomorrow please?

Vernon: Tomorrow? Hell no. You can leave. Yeaa. You can leave. My stuff will be out of your house by Thursday afternoon.

Khalil: Vernon, baby lemme explain!

Vernon: How do you explain cheating? There no excuse. What did I tell you on our first date?

Khalil: Don't play with your heart, but baby-

Vernon: But what? Huh? But what?

Khalil: baby please calm down, I want you and you only. I know I fucked up, I fucked up bad, but please don't let this be the end of us. I'm sorry!

Vernon: No, You sorry you got caught. I should have known. Lorddd... I should have KNOWN. Y'all started spending time together, without me. Never let yo friends hang out with yo nigga too much huh?

Khalil: What will it take for you to forgive me?

Vernon: Khalil.... Just leave please

- He turned his head and tears started rolling down his face

Khalil: Baby no, I never realized how much this would hurt you. I'm not going anywhere until you tell me what it'll take for you to give me a second chance. Making you cry is the last thing on earth I would ever wanna do.

Vernon: I don't want you here Khalil I need time

Khalil: I'll give you that but I'm just a phone call away. Please don't let this be the end of us. 

- I got up and left the room

Khalil: Mann fuck my life bro

- I headed to my car and drove home

>>> THE NEXT MORNING <<<

Answering machine: I'm sorry but the person you called has a voice mail box that has not been set up yet... Goodbye