Please

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The next morning I woke up with his around me . The perfect ending to a great night. But something was missing it wasn't love and it made me angry. As much as I would love to be with Nick, something wasn't right. But let's give it a try. If you know Nick like I do the next thing he's going to ask is "so what are we?" And I hate it when guys ask that. It's like why can't we just fun why do we have to be attached! My stomachs started gurgling so I knew I needed food but I pushed that feeling down because this moment was sweet and I didn't want to wake him up. So I grabbed my great Gatsby book and started to read.

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Break

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3h 30 min

"Morning gorgeous" he yawned while squeezing his arm tighter. It was now 12:00 and now I'm almost starving. I lifted his arm up and put the sheets around me. "Oh come on" he tugged on the sheet. "It's not anything I haven't seen before" I had flashbacks to last night I started to smile. "I don't care I'm getting food." I walked to the bathroom to put a robe on and walked downstairs. I heard the shower turn on and I groaned. When Nick takes a shower it's gonna be like an hour... I turned on some French cafe music and I started making omelettes. Last night was awesome but after I saw rafes face in the mirror I can't stop picturing his face and his eyes... but then I started to feel rage. He called me a slut! He called me easy! He called me a tease!! And suddenly I got so mad I ran upstairs and put on this

I walked over to his house and knocked on the door. At this time Sarah would be with topper and there parents would be in the Bahamas. He answered the door in his boxers and his hair was messed up. His eye widened and his face turned into a grin. I scoffed and looked him in the eyes. "Listen here BUDDY I don't like and I never have or will! And as for what you said the other night! HOW DARE YOU! What you said was ignorant and selfish! You acted out because you were mad and that is a childish thing to do. So... FUCK YOU!" I let out a big breath and I waited for him to say something. "You hot when your mad." He grabbed my hips and pulled me into a hug. "I'm sorry" I hugged him because he was warm. I let go shocked of his actions and then and would let go of my hips. "But you don't feel anything for me" "correct" I said standing with pride. He pulled me closer so our chests were touching. "Nothing" "Yea nothing" he put his hand on my lower back. And our faces were Inches apart. "Anything" I hesitated and I took a gulp and spoke "nope.." he brushed his lips against mine every so slightly and my stomach dropped like I was on a rollercoaster. I was getting goosebumps. "Feel anything yet" "um I don't know..." he pushed me back and took a step back. "What the fuck!" "Not fun being teased is it!" I rolled my eyes. "To think that I would've gotten on my knees for you..." I smirked. And he started to breath heavy I knew what he was picturing in that moment. So I decided to keep teasing. I put my hand on his chest and my hand skimmed his abs all the way down to his waste band. I played with the band for a few seconds and his eyes rolled to the back of his head and I let go.  "Yea it's not fun being messed with." I giggle and he rolls eyes and runs his hands threw his hair. "So why were you with that guy last night?!" His tone change and I start to get annoyed and I try to walk away but he grabs my wrist. "Don't walk away from me I'm talking to you!" His voice gets louder and I'm so confused by how a good moment is now spoiled. "Don't touch me! He was there because were dating!" I mean technically that's true. He lets go of my wrist with a shocked expression on his face. "What you don't like the idea of me fucking him! Well guess what... I did last night." "Fuck you" he slammed the door I could here it echo through his house, and I was left with the feeling of guilt. "God damit" "Rafe!" I banged on the door hoping he would answer "Rafe! Open the door I'm sorry!"  I sat there for a few seconds and started to walk away until I felt a grip grab my wrist and pull me I of Rafe Cameron's house. It was Rafe of course. "Look I'm so-" he interrupted me with a kiss. He grabbed the side of my face with both hands and he kissed me slowly. Like he actually meant it. He kept kissing me for a few minutes until"Dude!" But I had to stop it... "I said I was sorry not that I wanted you!" "But the way you were touching me I know you wanted me. Ok?! I know that touch I invented it!" "I'm with someone" he scoffed and took a step backwards. "Look Rafe I'm flattered but-" he started laughing in my face "please o don't need you Alex i have plenty of other girls lining up just to be on the position your in. So leave" i hesitated before I stepped back and walked out the door. I went back to my house where I found the omelette ready, and a little too crispy. What was Rafe thinking! How could he do that again! Like seriously what the actual fu- "hey babe! Ohhhh omelettes!" "Yup a little burnt" I giggle while he wraps me into a hug from behind. He whispers in my ear "so uhhh what are we?" Did I call it or did I call it?! "We're dating" I turn around while in his grasp and I face him. I lean forward to kiss his lips. But they don't fit together perfectly like they do with rafes... what the fuck why am I thinking like this! He's an ignorant fool and he's a dick! I leaned away in rage and I flipped my omelette. What Rafe did was cruel and I'm not gonna deal with it anymore.

We sat down at the table with our omelettes and ate them while French cafe was playing in the background. "So what do you want to do today?" I clear my throat and look up at him. "Umm maybe we could go.... To the country club?" I give him a smile and he smiles back. We both laugh and he moves my chair next to his, I Lean in his arms and I relax feeling safe and warm. We finish our omelettes and I take the dishes to the kitchen.

I'm now wearing this outfit

I sigh as we get out of the car and I smell the grass, drinks, and the shrimp cocktails all around. We drive our golf cart to our destination and I hop out carrying my clubs. Nick does the same. We set up and I go first. Of course I get within a foot of the hole. I've been playing golf since 3rd grade I even got lessons. Nick goes and gets about five feet away but you know that's still okay... I guess. We walk down and we golf for about two more hours until we both finally decide to start heading back. We're walking up this hill and that's when we decide to get a little outrageous. Nick comes up behind me like a shark and snatched me and starts to tickle me. "Hahah Nick Stop!" I giggle while I try to get his hands off me but instead I fall to the ground laughing bringing Nick with me. He's on top of me and he's still tickling. "Hahah!oh my god!" It was all fun and games until we started rolling down the hill. "Ahh!" We both yell out. We make it to the bottom of the hill and our feet are almost touching. We take a minute to just process what happened but then I burst out laughing. "Hahahahah!!!! OMG that was hysterical!" We sit up and we start laughing together. I'm just glad I didn't get any grass marks... if that happened I would be a laughing stock here. "Oh my gosh" we both sigh tired of laughing our asses off and He helps me get up. I dust of my skirt and we walk up the hill to our golf cart and start to drive back to the restaurant.

We sit down and order salads. "Hey babe I'm gonna go to the bathroom get us some drinks?" "Yea of course." I get up and walk over to the bar and sit down. The place is practically empty, until a group of boys walk in, laughing. I turn to look and immediately turn my head back. Fuck! Shit shit shit. I order the drinks and suddenly I feel someone rubbing my shoulders. "Nick that feels so good" but suddenly he stops- no. "It's me baby" "Rafe go away!" I start to get up but then Rafe starts to announce something out loud "ladies and gentlemen Take this lovely lady home tonight for a romantic evening, she's a troubled teen with a daddy that hits!" He pretends to gasp as he keeps going "oh but don't worry she's super easy and great in the bed!" Everyone starts laughing and I feel my eyes start swelling up... I start to have a panic attack and my heart starts beating uncontrollably fast. My hands start shaking and my palms feel sweaty. I start to get dizzy and nauseous. Suddenly everything blurs out and I can't here the laughter as well. My breath starts to get shaky and I run outside with my hand to my mouth to muffle out my sobs. I run to the car and try to unlock it but I can't figure it out. My panic attack starts to get worse and everything is getting so bright. I throw the keys in anger and I fall to the ground while hugging my knees.I put my head down and I start talking to myself. "It's ok it's ok" "this is temporary, it's not forever. This is only temporary" my breath slows down and when I look up I see the monster that's started all of this. I feel this bubbly Rafe burn inside me, and next think I know I walk over to him and slap him across the face. "You little bitch!" He grabbed my wrist and holds it firm in his hand up close to his face. "What you scared? Do I remind you of your daddy." I start sobbing and I tears are streaming down my cheeks "p-please stop-p-p-p-p" he grabs my other rist and starts to drag me. "Let me go!! Let me go!!!!" I start screaming till the point where people start looking. "Ok!! Jesus I was trying to have some fun!" I couldn't catch my breath so I ran to the car, and jumped in I started it and drove away frantically. What the fuck just happened. I get it he was hurt about me rejected him but Rafe doesn't have feelings for anyone... so then why was he just acting like a total dick?! All I know is that I'm NEVER! And I mean never have feelings for that atrocious, unbearable, narcissistic, human being. For all I care he can go get in his car and rive off of a bridge and I wouldn't even care!
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