Please

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I was sitting on the couch when it finally hit me. I forgot Nick! HAHAHA!! I burst out laughing at the accident but it wasn't so funny when Nick came home and found me sitting on the couch with my pjs watching friends. "Oh noooo I'm so sorry!" I got up and ran to him but he wasn't mad. "It's fine just next time can you tell me when your going?!" "Yea I'm sorry..." I kissed him slowly and he kissed back. We start making out and then we walked over to the couch while kissing. He laid me down softly and started kissing my neck. I moaned when he hit my sweet spot and then I let my mind trail off.... To today and what happened and why I left. And what Rafe did. I mean how could he do that to me how could a person be so cruel... I though we were on good terms like everything was over but then this? Like Jesus dude what is his problem.... And then suddenly I wasn't in the mood anymore. "Hey um I think we should just do this later" "what whyyy" "I'm just not in the mood anymore..." he got off of me and sat on the couch. With his head in his hands he let out a loud sigh. "When are we going to Fuck?!" I looked over at him shocked "like seriously should I just go watch fucking porn?!" "I think you should leave" I said quietly while sitting up. "Fine! That's just fucking great! You are his bitch!" He got up and walked out the door slamming it behind him leaving echos Rome threw the house. "Ugh!! I fucking hate today!!" I run up stairs to my room and decide to take a shower. I take off my clothes and walk into the bathroom not shutting my door all the way I left the bathroom door open about 8 inches wide. Little did I know I was gonna get a visit.

I turned the shower on and I waited in the bathroom naked making sure I had everything I needed in the shower.

RAFES POV:
I climbed up the side of her house where the vines led up to her window. I climbed up and I barley made it. I ran my hands threw my hair as I sat on the roof looking through her window. I knocked on it a few times but nothing. I decided to take matters into my own hands so I opened the window and climbed in. I let a sigh as I looked around her room and that's when I heard the shower turn on... "fuck yea" I sat on her bed as I watched her get undressed... with her perfectly arched back and the way her cloths feel to the ground. He had smooth as butter skin and she was practically hairless everywhere. I watched her play with her hair before she slipped off her underwear, "fuck..." I moaned quietly as I saw her ass and the way it was shaped and how plump it was. She put her hair to the side of her neck leaving me with a perfect view. My whole body started to tingle and shiver, why is she making me feel this way. She started to unclips her bra and when she let it drop... she has the most perfect breasts. They were perky and a great size to fit in my hand. Oh the things I'd do to her to make her moan... my mind started to wonder and I snapped back to reality and I saw her get into the glass shower. The way she glided her hands all over her body and the way she touched her hair. And her slim waste with her perfect smooth hips. I let out a soft moan and licked my lips. Fuck me please. I needed her and I wanted her. But it wasn't just that, she was like an addiction, something I can't get my mind off of... About twenty minutes passed and the shower stopped she got out and wrapped a towel around her and tucked it. She put ...

BACK TO ALEX:
My hair in a messy bun and I put lotion all over my body. *sigh* I walked out of my bathroom to get- "What the fuck!!! GET OUT!" "Princess chill I already saw everything." He took a step closer and I started to think back to the country club. "Get the fuck away from me!" I started to hyperventilate and my hands started to shake. "Just calm down." "No! Not after what you did to me! Do you know how triggering that is for me! And you broadcast it like it's something to enjoy?!" I took a breath and started to begin again. "I hate you! And I don't want to look at you or be near you! Do you know what it's like to be in that position where your powerless and your afraid of the man that runs it all?!" "You don't! You don't know what it's like. The feeling you get, when they say your name... or constantly looking over your shoulder. I fucking hate you for what you did." I fell to the ground sobbing and he stood there watching me. I put my head on my knees and my arms where hugging my legs. I closed my eyes and I pushed my thoughts away. I sat there for like 5 minutes until I felt a hug warp around my body. "I'm sorry" I could tell he meant it and for those of you are saying he's toxic, I know but people can change and I know he's passionate about me.

We sat there for what seemed like an hour and probably was. I broke the silence "um I should get dressed..." "psh you don't need clothes baby" I let out a small laugh before I got up and started to pick out my outfit while holding my towel on with one hand. I picked out sweats and a hoodie and I climbed onto my bed and fell fade first into the pillow. Rafe did the same and had an arm around my waste. "What are you doingggg" my voice was muffled by my hair and the pillows. I felt exhausted from crying so much and the last thing I want or need is the guy laying next to me that tormented me today at the country club! "I'm staying with you because I owe it to you." "Ill do anything you want" I rolled over to face him and tried to think of what he could do for me, but the only thing that came to mind wasss "pass me that book." "What that book" "no, that one" he kept pointing to the wrong one and I knew what he was doing, but I didn't stop him. "This one?" "No rage this one!" I giggle as I reached over him. He grabbed my hips and pulled me down as I was reaching for the book. I was on top of him and my hips were directly on top of his. His hands were on my hips and our chests were touching. Our faces were inches apart that sent chills down my spine. My hands and arms were holding me up, while his hand glided done the side of my body, and then grabbed my ass. He gently squeezed it and started to lift his head up to kiss me. But I backed away. "Look Rafe... it's just that, your not boyfriend material." He scoffed and rubbed his face while I got up off of him. I sat next to him on my bed in silence while he did the same. "Ok" I looked at him with confusion. "what?" I sat up and looked at him while he laid there. "I said okay I'll be your boyfriend" I laughed and gave him a serious look. "Rafe your not ready... I don't want to be another one of your conquests. So for now let's just be friends." I hesitated like i wanted to say more but I stopped myself. I laid back down and when he didn't try to stop me from doubting him, I knew he didn't actually want to start dating. I grabbed the book and laid down to read. I'm now reading liars of the rings which is one of the longest books I've read so far.

Two hours went by and Rafe was no asleep next to me and i have finally gotten tired of reading. I looked at his face and how peaceful he looked, but hey we're talking about the guy that's slept with half of the island, made me live my worst nightmare, fought my best friend, and who fingered me at my family dinners party. Thinking of all of that made me sorta sick to my stomach, but I pushed the feeling down and I put my head on his chest. "I'm sorry" he said quietly. I looked up at him and I saw a tear drip down his face. I sat up a little and cupped his cheek in my hand and wiped away his tear with my thumb. "You should be Cuase what you did was fucked up." It was silent and I let out a sigh and laid back down onto his chest "but let's just not think about that right now and lay down to sleep." He took his hand and rubbed my head and my hair, he tucked it behind my ear. And started to tickle my arm up and down gently. As minutes of him doing this passed by, I finally started to close my eyes and doze off into a deep sleep... "hey Wait a minute!" I sat up quickly and looked at him "what?!" .... "Did you watch me shower?!" His face went blank and a huge bring appears on his face. "Oh... you... little bitch!" I grabbed my pillow and started waking the shit out of him. He was laughing so I knew I wasn't hurting him, which was good. I don't hurt people physically, I just love to mess with there minds till they go mad. But there was something about him that made me not want to do either. But I also do love to hurt people physically. I threw the pillow back down and I looked him in the eyes "liked what you saw?" I licked my lips and my eyes were narrowed. "Fuck yea" he leaned up fast but I laid back down. "Good because your never going to see it again. This is a one time thing and a one time thing only! You tell anyone we're cuddling and your dead." He scoffed and nodded. "Sweetie I don't kiss and tell." But by then I was already asleep. I'm his chest. Matching our breathing. Perfectly.
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