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I was there,
Waiting for you.
I was there dying for your arrival.
But where were you?

I was there,
I believed you will come.
I had faith in you.
But where were you?

I was there,
At the shore of the sea.
Waiting to see,
To see your beautiful face.
But where were you?

I was there,
Looking at the tides.
I was looking how they were colliding,
Colliding with the rocks.
Seeing that my heart twisted,
Ah! This fear of loosing you.
Please come!
Where are you?

Now my cheeks are stained with tears.
I am running and running to find you,
But if I fail.
I don't know I just want your muscular arms to hug me tightly.
I want to feel the heat of your body,
Which is only for me.
Your breath to brush my neck.
Your voice to soothe me.
Your soft lips to kiss every single part of my body.
Your fingers to entangle with my own.
But where are you.

I was running on roads here and there,
My legs are aching now.
My oxygen is finishing now.
But my eyes,
Yes my teary and swollen eyes are still searching for you.
Please come back to me,
Please come back to me.
I need you,
I want to feel you.
But where are you?

I was about to fall on that hard road,
I was about to fall.
Then suddenly my sight fall on a body.
A lifeless body,
Covered in blood.
Few feet away from me.
That body belong to my love.
But why those muscular arms are not hugging me?
Why is there no heat in the body?
why is he not breathing?
Where is that voice?
Why are those red and soft lips are blue in color?
And what those fingres are holding?
I took the left hand of my love,
And very gently opened the the fist,
With my shaky hands.
There was a small box.
In it were two wedding rings.
Seeing it I burst into tears.
And I said "yes I will marry you my love."
Then I put one ring in my own finger and next in the beautiful finger of my love.
I lay down with him on that hard road,
Hugging him tightly.
Now I going to sleep with my lover,
Forever and always.

By- Jestover M. D.