Friday, 24 March 2022 23:02
My uncle just tryed to fuck me. I was 13 about to turn 14 in a few weeks. I feel dirty until today. No matter how often I shower I still feel dirty, but I don't show it because i don't wanna worry her. She has cancer and sometimes I cry myself to sleep because I'm afraid I might loose her.
I also never stopped hurting myself, I do it like once ore twice a month when I'm on my limit.
Not really a long time ago i met a really nice person on discord. He is from sweden. His name is Mattias. He is almost the same age as me.
You know, the only things that that are keeping me alive are my cat, Melissa and Alice and actually Mattias.
I tryed to kill mysels multiple times but as you see, it was never sucsessfull.
The last few weeks were absoulout bullshit. I strated eating less and I did not care about how I felt, the only thing I did was working hard. I also started a diet and workouts because i don't like the way I look. Every time I look in the mirror I feel ugly and fat. I was so disgusted with myself, so i started to vomit. I have been doing this for a month now. I can not stop It. My mom is noticing that something had changed. I don't really care because I think it makes me skinnier that i was so I will keep doing it. I mean, as link as no one knows it's fine right?
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Not Everyone can have a Happyend
NouvellesThe main charachter has a normal teenager life but something in it seems to be diffrent.
