Her Shoes

faith pov

All this time he was alive
All this time he left me
All this time I cried
All the nights I couldn't sleep while he was out here living life
I thought he was gone and it's sad to say I had to force Myself to move on me and fetty are together and it would be wrong for me to leave him now I mean he was here for me when I thought the man that I love was gone he wiped my tears he made me feel safe again and I can't betray him like that
But words can't explain how I feel right now I can't even speak to Manuel or joseph whatever his name is I just wanna leave I can't do this but babe have to la th down a track so I'm just leave it alone and build a bridge and get over it
I mean he just up and left me all aline after our kids died he left me when I needed him the most I'm looking around and before I knew it arms was around me and it was Manuel I knew his smell anywhere he held me so tight
And I knew it was wrong my new boyfriend was right there but Manuel has this power over me
Before I knew it I was hugging back and tears was. Flowing down my cheeks and Aniah was holding on my leg and I looked down and she was smiling cheek to cheek
Aniah :so mommy now that daddy back are we gonna be a real family ?
Me : babe mom has a boyfriend and ima always be here for u but daddy made a huge mistake
As soon as I said boyfriend Manuel let me go and backed away and fetty stepped up and held on to my side