I'm super bored and I want to cry for no reason (I mean obviously there is a reason but yk!!!)
Half of this probably won't make sense but it's whatever
Yay!! New sad chapter here I come
Ayakas pov:
I laid in bed, thinking, I couldn't sleep.I kept thinking about the fact I'll have to skate against tartaglia. I know he's from Snezhnaya, he grew up around snow and ice. Unlike me.
Hes probably alot more experienced. A lot better.
What was I thinking? Racing someone like him.
My heart felt like it was clinging to my chest, trying to stop me from crying.
I'm no good, and I doubt I can skate well.
The more doubt I have the worse I become, and the worse I become the more doubt I have. It's a useless cycle that won't let go.
Im afraid.
I'm afraid of losing, or messing up, or yoimiya not loving me, or another injury, or....ice-skating. Maybe I'm afraid of skating itself.
I felt sick again. I shook it off as nervousness and tried to sleep.
-ding-
Yoimiya!
I heard you're skating against childe?Why does she care. I should answer, right? For her.
Ayaka<3
Yeah.Yoimiya!
You'll probably win, go easy on him. It's not like he's a bad person or anything.Ayaka<3
Right.I sighed and put down my phone. I remembered something.
Something my mother had told me.
I finished a day's work, ayato was still working.
I went up to her.
"... I finished my work.. "
"Oh? Everything? "
"Mhm.. "
"Good, at least I have one child that's okay. "
"... Oh.. Yeah. "
I couldn't help but feel my heart sink, and my eyes water.
It was a compliment. Why am I so emotional?
I understand now. I always looked up to my brother. It's a lot of responsibility and expectations being told you're the 'okay' one of the two.
Of course, she didn't mean it, because everyone knew ayato was far superior to me.
I didn't mind, I liked being behind him.
-the next morning-
I know Ayato is coming home later today.
I get up and go and sit in the kitchen, I have to skate against tartaglia today, I still feel sick.
I decided I'd go early to practise and warm up.
I ate yet another small portion of plain rice, got my stuff together and left for the skating rink.
When I got there, I found out tartaglia had booked the place for me, him and yoimiya for the whole day. Just who does he think he is?
I put my stuff down and changed into my ice-skates, within a few seconds I was on the ice.
I was just gliding around, occasionally throwing in a spin or something. It didn't matter, no ones here, it's just practise
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Ayaka x Yoimiya | genshin impact | 🌹
Romancewritten by your beloved Meow 😍 (or Author-Meow 🤨) A story where Ayaka, an elegant ice-skater, and Yoimiya, a bubbly girl with a passion for fireworks, meet and form a bond stronger then friendship so yeah I have no clue what I'm writing but hey...