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‘’dad!! I withdraw that for glyn sister operation. Its not for me!! ‘’ – I said

‘’what?!! ‘’ -  he asked

‘’dad I loved her!!! I hated you!! Di ko akalaing mas magugustuhan ko pa na kasama si mom keysa sayo!! ‘’ – I said and walked out

I immediately go to my room

Humiga ako at umiyak.

I really hate him.  I didn’t know that he can do this to me.. 

Arrghhh!!!
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4 months has passed.

And me?! Don’t care for anything, regretting the time I let her go, I should follow her that time.

I don’t have the appetite to eat anything, even take a bath. All I want to do is laying down on my bed.

For 4 month’s?? Glyn, is the only one na pumipilit sa akin kumain or maligo.

I’m sure I lose weight, and honestly smells bad. But I don’t care!! There’s no reason for me to looked good.

‘’Aika!! Are you gonna do this to yourself just because of that girl?! ‘’ -  dad asked as soon he let in

But I didn’t respond.

‘’aika!!’’ – he said

‘’talk to me!! I’m still your dad. Can you just respect me a little?! It’s for your own good aika!! And I’m sure that your mom will do the same’’ -  dad

And that's the fire that light up my anger

Yeah. He’s right. I still have my mom.

I sat and looked at him.

‘’ you know, your right. I should respect you. Because its your house’’ -  I said

I got up and get my bag and put all my thing on my bag.

‘’I don’t want your help for anything, from now on’’ -  I added

‘’what are you doing aika?? ‘’ -  he asked

‘’going back to mom, obviously ‘’ – I sarcastically said

‘’you know your mom can’t afford anything right? ‘’ – he said

‘’so? Your just my dad, so I’m still respecting you. But after what you did, you didn’t even respect me, and my loved for her. So after this?? Just forget that you have a daughter ‘’ – I said packing my things

‘’aika!! She’s just a girl!! ‘’ – he angrily said

‘’girl?? That owned my heart’’ – I said

‘’okey fine. What do you want to forgive me?? ‘’ – dad

‘’turn back time?? ‘’ – I said

And sarcastically smiled

‘’but you can’t. So there’s no way I will forgive you’’ – I added

‘’ I will help you find her’’ -  dad blurted

‘’and then what? Against to us again? No thanks’’ – I said

‘’aika. Okey fine. I’m wrong okey. I didn’t expect this will happen. I just want the best for you. I love you aika. You know that’’ – he said

‘’if you loved me dad, you will respect what I want. I even choose you than mom. But now?  I know why she left you’’ -  I said

‘’aika’’ -  he softly said