Don't let me go

~*Chapter 7*~

*Niall's POV*
"Oi hey lads I'm assuming you got the same text as me?" I ask Liam and Zayn when we meet at Harry's door. "Yeah, any idea what this is about?" Zayn ask "No,I just got a text saying they wanted to see us before we leave for James' show. So I don't know weather to be scared about what's fixing to happen or what,"I say sounding nervous. "Well I guess theirs only one way to find out,"Liam says knocking. "Come in we can't get to the door,"Harry yells. "I'm a little scared about what I'm gonna walk in on,"I say making Liam and Zayn laugh.

"Really?" I ask " The reason you couldn't answer the door is because you all were cuddled on the couch?" I ask as we walk in to see Louis laying between Harry's legs, and Harry's arms wrapped tightly around him.

"Yes fooking really. It took me forever to get this perfect man, and I'm not letting him go,"Harry says making us all smile. "Ok Haz what'd you need us for?" Liam ask "Well Lou and I have talked about it and we're gonna come out on the show tonight. That is if you all are comfortable with us doing that with you there?" Harry says.

"I for one am fine with it, but how are you gonna get around management? I mean they won't let Liam and I come out,"Zayn says. "We're not asking. Plus we've already talked to James and he's gonna help. He's always hated the way management does us,"Harry says.
"But Harry and I lost so much time we don't wanna loose anymore,"Louis says hugging Harry's arms that haven't moved from around him. "We just wanted to warn you all and make sure it was ok if we did it this way,"Harry says.

"Yeah it's fine with me, what about you Liam?" I ask "Absolutely we only care that you all are happy. My only question is will the label drop us? I mean you're happiness comes first I'm just wondering,"Liam says. "Liam we make them more money in a week than most labels see in a year. They'd be idiots to drop us, but on the off chance they do you know how our fans are. Plus they'd get so much hate it wouldn't even be funny. Not to mention the backlash they'd get from the LGBT community,"Harry says making us nod.

"Haz just you and Tommo be careful. I fully support what your doing it's just now that you all are finally together I don't want anything to mess it up,"I tell him. "Thank you guys but we've survived all the Larry rumors when we were to dumb to admit that we were in love with each other so I think we'll be ok,"Harry says.

"Ok well now that all this is done with I'm gonna go back to our room. So I'll see you lads down stairs,"Zayn says before leaving without giving us a chance to say anything. Making us all look at Liam. "Yeah I should probably go talk to him. I'll see you all down stairs,"Liam says.

*Liam's POV *
"Ok Zayn what was that?" I ask when I finally catch up to him. "Li I wanted to come out last year, but you told me it was to risky. Don't get me wrong I'm happy for Harry and Lou, but it also hurts. That we've been together for two years and I can't even hold your hand in public, and they just got together last night and are going to be able be a normal couple. To be honest Li I feel like your dirty little secret, and I guess the only reason it's just now bothering me is I've never had something to compare us to.

You don't know the nights I've cried myself to sleep because you were out with Dani, And then they made me date Perrie. Liam I just don't know how much longer I can stand being in pain day in and day out. Because I can't actually be with you." He says getting off the bed and wiping his eyes.

"Liam most people want to show off their girlfriend or boyfriend, but I don't know are you embarrassed of me am I not good enough to show the world? He ask crying. "Zayn d..." I start but get interrupted. "Hey guys the cars downstairs,"Paul says.

"Ok thanks, we'll be the there in a sec, I tell him. "Liam I just have some things to think about. I'm gonna ride with Lou. I'll see you at the studio." He says before leaving to go downstairs. What've I done I've messed up the best thing in my life.