Don't let me go

~*Chapter 2*~

*Louis' POV*
I'm outside Harry's hotel room trying to convince myself to go ahead and knock, but our relationship's changed over the years. If this would have been when we were first put together I would have just walked in. Damn Harry and I would probably be sleeping in the same bed.

Gosh I miss how we used to be. I miss my Hazza, but he only sees me has a friend. Anymore I'm not sure if he even sees me has that, gosh it hurts so much. I mean who wouldn't love him he's the sweetest guy ever and he's absolutely drop dead gorgeous.

"Are you gonna knock?" Liam ask I must have zoned out because I didn't even hear him walk up. "I can't go in by myself. I'm scared to death,"I tell him, looking down.

"Hey,hey look at me,"He tells me lifting my head. "I'm hear with you and Zayn went by Niall's room to get him. Can I tell you something and you not get mad?" He ask  making me nod giving him a nervous look.

"Ok well, they know. And before you say "I said I wouldn't tell anybody" will you just let me tell you how everything happened?" He ask "Sure" I blow.

"Ok first let me finish before you say anything,"He says making me nod. "Ok, well first off they were like me they thought something was already happening. And I'm dating Zayn so if you really expected me to keep something from him I'm sorry but that's on you. Niall's reason is a little more complicated. I mean I know it but I can't say anything and I hope you can respect that?"He ask

"I don't really care that they know. And your right I should've known you'd tell Zayn and that's one of reasons you're a good guy. As far as Niall yeah I'm curious but It'd be really unfair of me to ask you keep a secret, then get you to tell me Niall's" I tell him going in for hug.

"Yo, that's mine" Zayn jokes as him and Niall come down the hall. "I don't know I just may have to switch over to Lou here." He says giving me a wink and wrapping me in a hug.

"Bull fooking shit!" Zayn says running down the hall to us and snatching Liam off of me. "Calm down baby of course I'm yours. I was just joking." He says giving Zayn a kiss.

"Ok, update guys,"Liam says looking at a confused Zayn and Niall. "I told Lou that you all know,"He says looking at me. "No Niall I didn't tell him how you know,"He says as Niall starts to say something.

"Well listen Lou we're all here if you need anything day or night,"Niall says wrapping his arm around my shoulders, and making Liam and Zayn both nod. "You ready for this?" Zayn ask "I guess I'm as ready as I'll ever be,"I tell them as we walk back to Harry's door. "You got this,"Zayn smiles knocking on the door.

*Harry's POV*
When I hear a knock at the door my heart speeds to an unhealthy speed. Gosh I'm so nervous I slept maybe thirty minutes last night the rest was spent pacing back and forth and smoking some weed Zayn left here in hopes it would calm me down, but nothing worked. I don't know how their gonna take this news,but guess we'll see I think, opening the door and greeting everyone.

"Does anyone want anything to drink?" I ask trying to put off telling them. "Haz, we're fine but when you sent us that txt last night it seemed rather important." Niall answers for everyone. I take a deep breath.

"Ok lads everybody sit down please,"I tell them as they sit down as I continue my pacing. I notice Louis' not made eye contact with me once. Which as bad as it hurts is probably a good thing, because I wouldn't be able to do this if he did. But I have too, I have to think of myself.

"Well Haz did you just invite us to sit, or are you gonna tell us was going on?" Zayn ask "Ok, lads I guess the easiest way to tell you this is to just come straight out with it,"I say taking a breath.

"Ok, lads I'm leaving One Direction." I tell them making their mouths drop all except Louis he's just keeps looking straight ahead.

"I'm sorry what?" Niall ask. "I'm going solo you all can carry on with just the four of you. I'm gonna help finish up this tour and then I'm gonna go do some solo stuff,"I tell them "I'm..." I'm cut off by Louis getting up and sprinting out of the room with Liam fastly following him and Zayn hot on their trail.

Leaving me with Niall. "WHAT THE FOOK HAZ!" Niall yells.

"IF THIS IS FOR YOUR CAREER YEAH IM GONNA MISS YOU AND ONE DIRECTION WON'T BE THE SAME. BUT I SUPPORT YOU.BUT I KNOW THAT'S NOT WHY YOUR DOING THIS."Niall yells

"I CAN'T FOOKING DO IT ANYMORE IT HURTS TO MUCH."I yell holding my tears back. "HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT , I DON'T KNOW MOTHER FOOKING TELLING HIM. HELL YOUR TREATING HIM LIKE SHIT. YA KNOW WHAT HAZ IM HAPPY FOR YOU. AND I'M ALSO GLAD YOUR LEAVING BECAUSE ALL YOU DO IS HURT LOU AND HE DESERVES SO MUCH MORE, SO I HOPE YOU'RE FOOKING HAPPY!" He yells before getting up and leaving my room.

I instantly just break I woke up this morning with three brothers yeah one I wanted to be so much more, but now I've lost it all. How can things be so right one minute and crumble within minutes.

Part of me feels happy that I'm leaving, but the other part knows I was driving myself crazy. I just couldn't take the crying when I see news about Louis and Eleanor. The constant feeling of wanting to be close to him but knowing he'll never want me. It's only ten o'clock in the morning and I'm bawling my eyes out, so since today is an off day for us I'm just gonna lay in bed and dream about the boy who stole my heart all those years ago actually loving me back.

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